Wednesday, February 01, 2012
CNY was spent visiting. Almost done on first day -.- and more gambling this yr. Addicted to mj. But overall still a deficit.. Haha!! Kai xin jiu hao!
Last trg of the season, of my sch life. Only half the team down and annie dropped bomb, saying we'll just go in and play first quarter with this combi.... Shocked... Must really prepare mentally and if im given a chance to play. Kept saying I want to play, chance is almost here. Must grab it hard... And i just rmb, she said 3rd or 4th also no diff.. Zzz what a coach seriously. Why will a coach say tt?! Not gonna let her affect me...
First prelim paper in less den a mth. Havent started at all... Totally... Zzzz
GO SIM!!! =) =) last sch competitive games of my life. Mummy and daddy, will you all come and watch? This season i havent been pestering them abt it, cuz knowing that i wont get to play. Although I already know the ans, but still have tt hope.. Im very envious of mel, her mum's down for every game and she's considered the main player. Though she shouts very funnily, but still, having ur parents/someone close watching and supporting you by e sideline, the feeling will be different..
I guess, my 2nd biggest regret is tt - parents not down to watch a single game tt i play......
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1:50 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2012
a loss today. means fighting w TP for 3rd next wed..
was rather surprised when ms lee called out to me just nw.. felt so happy just talking to her.. really miss the times under her though it's just a short 2 months...
this is dragging way too long... daisy tan ltr... slp is what i need to do now.. hope to find back the happiness of playing tomorrow.. it's really been awhile since i played a happy game...
netball is really the only thing that can make me experience all kinds of feelings, including tearing suddenly...
1:58 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Insomnia night. Another which i really hope to have a room of my own... Hoping for the med to tk effect soon so tt i can slp the pain away.....
Trying super hard to hold back those tears. Cause I cannot cry!! Got to be there for the rest. 可是, 不争气的我, 还是流下了眼泪.
This feeling sucks..
Call me a sore loser. But losing sucks.
What's worse. Losing to NTU.
Y once said that NTU will not LET SIM win again. This made me so determined to win them. Which makes me want the win so badly.
Im not the best player. But I dare to say that i have much more fighting spirits. If only Im/we're given a chance to be on court. It sucks, knowing that you will fight even harder but not given the chance to be on court. Maybe dont give me e chance. But the rest?
This was my last chance to beat them. I wanted this win, for myself, jiejie, xx, precious.
I'll never forget last yr's finals. But i will also neve forget tonight's game. This pain is too unbearable. Uncontrollable tears.
这会是我永远的痛。
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2:03 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Alone in sch hving breakfast nw.. Bear's needed to be xiao chen.. Stupiak's gonna be surprisingly early today! Haha.
IVP has been smoOth sailing as of now, winning RP NP & NYP. But we havent been playing to our best yet. Wed's game shall be the first gd game! Had my first quarter ytd and probably the last quarter of my uni life. Felt lost and took awhile to settle. Stress level seen through by shoes. Thought wasnt tt obvious. But doesnt matter! 2 more games to finals! Create history again, team SIM! :)
Gonna be a hectic wk ahead before cny. Hopefully everything will be gd :)
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7:36 AM
Friday, January 13, 2012
Tuesday was spent in school then Recrea Training. Goodness. Had been slping in all classes for this week. Have no idea why I'm so tired as well. Skipped MA on wed cuz of the stupid headache. I think not going for the rest of the year alr...... his assignment is scaring me and since i cant finish, there's no point of me going to class cause he will still chase me out -.-
eggciting game between NTU and RP. Super gd fight from RP. Never give up. Losing by 1 is soooooooooo dui~~~ upper thomson for dinner w the luns. Miss the good old times where we were suppering there after trainings.... Favourite Tze char become salted caramel...
Shopping trip with double A today. Apple and Annette :) hahah! super love one of the top. Got to do smth to my fat arms and must slim down!!!!
Exam timetable is XUE TE!!!! can totally die.... it's even worse den last yr's FR and Audit... zzzz...
MSM 14 May 10am - 1pm
ME 15 May 10am - 1pm
MM 15 May 230pm - 530pm
MA 21 May 10am - 115pm
but right now, i only want to think of IVP first..
2nd game w NP tmr! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :)
no time alr. got to hurry decide if really want to go for NSL trials..
*happy belated*
12:32 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Din break the curse of benching for the first game, taking up the scorer role again. Despite having prepared myself mentally, it still hit me quite hard. Guess no matter what, there'll always be a part of me, hoping to play. Damn tired (even though did nth) to think of anything now. Goodnight.
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1:55 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2012
First game in less than 24 hours. Am not feeling anything. Perhaps not wanting to have my hopes high and get disappointed when I don't get to play which has a high possibility to be so. maybe xx got it right. it's the president curse. hahaha! Feeling of playing in LLABTEN is so different from SIM. In sch, I felt pressurized. Can't seem to work with xiao sharon. Or should say I can't match up to her play.
It's gonna be my last school competition. Really hope to do well. Have total confidence in the team. Strongest so far in SIM history. Nuff said, I'm gonna enjoy this last season and hope I can perform well if I get the chance to be on court.
*continued*
And now I felt like cursing. but i cant do it on twitter, have a position to think of. Apparently, you didn't take this issue seriously. Can actually forget about it? SERIOUSLY!! Didn't you anticipate this coming when you gave your answer? In the first place, you shouldn't have even agreed to play. This chance could have been well given to another person, giving her a chance to learn and gain experience.
Be responsible for your words. Be fair to the others.
ANGRY DIE!!!
11:00 PM
