Insomnia night. Another which i really hope to have a room of my own... Hoping for the med to tk effect soon so tt i can slp the pain away.....
Trying super hard to hold back those tears. Cause I cannot cry!! Got to be there for the rest. 可是, 不争气的我, 还是流下了眼泪.
This feeling sucks..
Call me a sore loser. But losing sucks.
What's worse. Losing to NTU.
Y once said that NTU will not LET SIM win again. This made me so determined to win them. Which makes me want the win so badly.
Im not the best player. But I dare to say that i have much more fighting spirits. If only Im/we're given a chance to be on court. It sucks, knowing that you will fight even harder but not given the chance to be on court. Maybe dont give me e chance. But the rest?
This was my last chance to beat them. I wanted this win, for myself, jiejie, xx, precious.
I'll never forget last yr's finals. But i will also neve forget tonight's game. This pain is too unbearable. Uncontrollable tears.
这会是我永远的痛。
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