aI nEtBaLL jia yOu!!!!

2012-01-28T01:58:00.004+08:00

a loss today. means fighting w TP for 3rd next wed..

was rather surprised when ms lee called out to me just nw.. felt so happy just talking to her.. really miss the times under her though it's just a short 2 months...

this is dragging way too long... daisy tan ltr... slp is what i need to do now.. hope to find back the happiness of playing tomorrow.. it's really been awhile since i played a happy game...

netball is really the only thing that can make me experience all kinds of feelings, including tearing suddenly...

2012-01-19T02:03:00.001+08:00

Insomnia night. Another which i really hope to have a room of my own... Hoping for the med to tk effect soon so tt i can slp the pain away.....

Trying super hard to hold back those tears. Cause I cannot cry!! Got to be there for the rest. 可是, 不争气的我, 还是流下了眼泪.

This feeling sucks..
Call me a sore loser. But losing sucks.
What's worse. Losing to NTU.

Y once said that NTU will not LET SIM win again. This made me so determined to win them. Which makes me want the win so badly.

Im not the best player. But I dare to say that i have much more fighting spirits. If only Im/we're given a chance to be on court. It sucks, knowing that you will fight even harder but not given the chance to be on court. Maybe dont give me e chance. But the rest?

This was my last chance to beat them. I wanted this win, for myself, jiejie, xx, precious.

I'll never forget last yr's finals. But i will also neve forget tonight's game. This pain is too unbearable. Uncontrollable tears.

这会是我永远的痛。

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2012-01-17T07:36:00.001+08:00

Alone in sch hving breakfast nw.. Bear's needed to be xiao chen.. Stupiak's gonna be surprisingly early today! Haha.

IVP has been smoOth sailing as of now, winning RP NP & NYP. But we havent been playing to our best yet. Wed's game shall be the first gd game! Had my first quarter ytd and probably the last quarter of my uni life. Felt lost and took awhile to settle. Stress level seen through by shoes. Thought wasnt tt obvious. But doesnt matter! 2 more games to finals! Create history again, team SIM! :)

Gonna be a hectic wk ahead before cny. Hopefully everything will be gd :)

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2012-01-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

Tuesday was spent in school then Recrea Training. Goodness. Had been slping in all classes for this week. Have no idea why I'm so tired as well. Skipped MA on wed cuz of the stupid headache. I think not going for the rest of the year alr...... his assignment is scaring me and since i cant finish, there's no point of me going to class cause he will still chase me out -.-

eggciting game between NTU and RP. Super gd fight from RP. Never give up. Losing by 1 is soooooooooo dui~~~ upper thomson for dinner w the luns. Miss the good old times where we were suppering there after trainings.... Favourite Tze char become salted caramel...

Shopping trip with double A today. Apple and Annette :) hahah! super love one of the top. Got to do smth to my fat arms and must slim down!!!!

Exam timetable is XUE TE!!!! can totally die.... it's even worse den last yr's FR and Audit... zzzz...

MSM 14 May 10am - 1pm
ME 15 May 10am - 1pm
MM 15 May 230pm - 530pm
MA 21 May 10am - 115pm

but right now, i only want to think of IVP first..
2nd game w NP tmr! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :)

no time alr. got to hurry decide if really want to go for NSL trials..

*happy belated*

2012-01-10T01:55:00.001+08:00

Din break the curse of benching for the first game, taking up the scorer role again. Despite having prepared myself mentally, it still hit me quite hard. Guess no matter what, there'll always be a part of me, hoping to play. Damn tired (even though did nth) to think of anything now. Goodnight.

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2012-01-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

First game in less than 24 hours. Am not feeling anything. Perhaps not wanting to have my hopes high and get disappointed when I don't get to play which has a high possibility to be so. maybe xx got it right. it's the president curse. hahaha! Feeling of playing in LLABTEN is so different from SIM. In sch, I felt pressurized. Can't seem to work with xiao sharon. Or should say I can't match up to her play.

It's gonna be my last school competition. Really hope to do well. Have total confidence in the team. Strongest so far in SIM history. Nuff said, I'm gonna enjoy this last season and hope I can perform well if I get the chance to be on court.

*continued*

And now I felt like cursing. but i cant do it on twitter, have a position to think of. Apparently, you didn't take this issue seriously. Can actually forget about it? SERIOUSLY!! Didn't you anticipate this coming when you gave your answer? In the first place, you shouldn't have even agreed to play. This chance could have been well given to another person, giving her a chance to learn and gain experience.

Be responsible for your words. Be fair to the others.

ANGRY DIE!!!

2012-01-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

Arms are tired from just now's friendly w NYP and conditioning aft trg.. diamond push up is really a gd exercise, works on the triceps!!! just 4 rounds ard 3 courts is enuf to kill me.. tired die.. Today's friendly is even more tiring den SIM training.. zzzz

first quart of GA is enuf to kill me.. IVP is just next wk. I probably never felt so unfit before a season before.. Hoping to play for the first round games. Time for bed. Training in 6hours...

2012-01-05T03:14:00.001+08:00

Today, or maybe it's ytd, is prolly the first training that I din do much. Even had the energy to go run 1.2km aft trg....

I really dont like this feeling. Not being one of the 7 on court sucks. Bei yi wang de gan jue hen bu hao. This team is, by far, the strongest that SIM netball has ever have. I want the best for the team and I know the rest can do better den i can. Get used to it jiu hao liao, shi bu shi~

Game's starting next wk. Precious ask if im excited. To be honest, i dont feel anything. Shit..... This shudnt be the way right?

To think tt I even tot of trialing for NSL. Against all the others who are better, taller and faster den me. Aiming too far maybe...

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Happy 2012

2012-01-03T17:18:00.001+08:00

Happy 2012

Almost forgot abt the existence of this blog. Only rmbing it when jie complained that i havent been blogging. Last post was dated 30 Oct. Was too lazy to blog. Didnt manage to end off 2011 on a happy note.

This is the first post of 2012 and i'm omw to sch to attend my first lesson of the year. Was so reluctant to wake up just now and Bear had to pangseh me :(

Had been leading a mundane life with trgs and school. Basically just books and netball. Typical lifestyle of Pei Shi Ong. Some events/happenings in 2011:

- FIRST time achieving top positions in a netball competition ever since i started playing this sport 11years ago. Although we only achieved 3rd, the fact that all of us putting in effort, working towards a common goal AND winning the final game is awesome. Up till today, memories of the finals are still fresh in my memory and i know i will never forget them.

- Taking exams in the humongous expo hall. It's scary with sooooo many ppl in the same exam hall. Glad to pass all my papers :)

- Holiday trip to Phuket. Awesome place, weather and company :)

- Birthday chalet for 21st

.....

I think there's much more events than these but couldnt rmb at this moment.

Knew some really great friends this year. Did the craziest things with Famerry, never expected this side of myself in the good way of course. Kinda sad how things had turned out now but whatever it is, it sure have a spot in my memory. Also, UGLs w Precious. They're like big sisters, always taking care of me n teaching me new things. And also got a sister who was just a senior to me for many years. Guiding me through problems and all, sharing my troubles. Getting to know all of them is really a blessing.

Friendship w Toh upgraded to a new level, had first HTHT session. Though we dont meetup as much, talk as often and she can be real annoying sometimes, but still happy to have gotten to know this annoying friend. Next, my Fruities. Crazy bunch of friends. Always helping me without any Hui Bao. Due to NS commitment, work and school, we had nt been meeting up often. But I'm sure we'll still hold on to this friendship.

Stopped drafting just now and listened to class..

Next is J. I'm not those who are easily receptive and dont really open up easily. Somehow felt that maybe i mishandled the situation but what's done are done. Prolly "meeting at the wrong time". I'm good now and happy w all my loving friends ard me :)

Thank you mummy daddy and sis for being so bearable w me. There are times i'm so ren xing and all and also giving me the freedom to do my own stuff, play netball etc etc. Mummy Daddy, I will study hard, finish studying and earn money for you all :) :)

Those mentioned (or not mentioned) and all those who are part of my life in 2011, thanks for being there. You guys are there for a reason and in turn, i learn something from you. May 2012 be a better year for all of us!!! :) :)

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This is life?

2011-10-30T16:14:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i just hope that i can just be a player. Don't need to worry about things. Don't need to do anything. No responsibility. Just turn up for trainings and enjoy. Just like AI times.

But it's not possible. To continue playing, some things have got to be done. Somebody has to do the job. Nobody wants to do. Everyone is not willing to do it. Everyone is leaving. Everyone has got different priorities. I know.

Virgos are better as a follower than a leader... True for my case..

Just ranting. Since im at it alr, will just do my very best. maybe it's a good thing that evil mindset is not in my mind. If not, it'll be hard for me to stay on..

Just a phase. Pull through it and everything will be better :)

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2011-10-30T03:24:00.002+08:00

just got back home from USS Halloween :) this is my first time at a Halloween event and it was awesome! the props and people (monsters) are super real and scary...

Reached abt 6, exchanged for our tickets, walked ard candylicious. theres so many different types of candy and chocs over there.. dinner @ hard rock cafe.. mr hei wu chang is so rude. tsk... jokes creating abt the guy wearing the persian clothes.. 性感非比姓gan

since our tix are free, we decided to get express tics to avoid wasting out time queuing... 20 bucks only..

Peranakan Haunted House is our first stop. omg it's freaking scary.. got pre warning from yilun alr. so decided to just go ahead and scare ourselves first. everything else will be fine.. stupid girl keep screaming in my ears... zzzz damn scary.... walking thru the clothes is super scary. the ghost kept jumping out to scare us...

Sting Alley Scare Zone next, is more of an angmoh type of haunted house... walked past this guy and apparently he failed to scare me.. when i was just telling cousin "ok left side clear" this guy ran from the back to the front just to scare us.. and so, he succeeded.. everyone scold me hahahahah!! by the end of these 2 haunted houses, im already perspiring like mad.....

next up, Revenge of the Mummy.. it's some kind of Egypt concept.. took pic with this mummy.. sat beside her cuz she's sitting down.. aft taking the pic, she turned and stretch out her hands to me. i tot she wanted to scare me so i shifted a side and wanted to get up.. she come even closer to me, i freak out. suddenly, she call my name.. "wow, the mummy know me leh" was what went through my mind. think the costume is really thick, i cant hear what she say clearly. heard "jaslyn... from sim... netball..." there's no jaslyn lo.. in e end i knew who she was after she says "shine's fren, DESLEEN" hahahah... lots of joke... inside the area was like a mini clubbing place.. cute and funny dance movements by the dancers.. and there's hot egyptians soldiers! :P 6 packs yo hahah!!!

went to take this Mummy Ride.. it's a roller coaster. mini drops and moving backwards.. jerking and all.. was alright!

aft that, went to conquer Battlestar Galactica: Human vs Cylon. It's the 2 main thrill rides/roller coaster in USS.. spent abt an hr queuing for Human one, which is red roller coaster.. super not express can!!! there's only safety bar for ur lower body.. which means ur arms and shoulders have nth to support... its super scary and the first drop killed me and Gina! screaming for the 1st sec and the next few there's no voice coming out alr... right aft the ride, we chiong to queue for Cylon cuz once it hits 12am, we cant queue alr... lucky the wait wasnt as long.. abt 15 mins and we're on the ride alr.. with the shoulder bar, feel more secured! but this ride consist of few drops and spins and 180 inverted... super shiok!!!!

zehzeh and xiangxiang were alr stoning by the time we are done w our rides.. headed home aft tt... loving all the thrill rides! guess my dan become smaller alr.. too long nv watch horror movies.. haha!! next year, shall go Spooktacular :D

it's like a mini networking session for me. go until USS.. hundreds of ppl still can see ppl i know... Shiping, Regina, DESLEEN the mummy, angeline and kiat, silun and jessica.. hahaah!! tai qiao le ba...

ok time for bed... still feeling the excitement... hope i dont talk in my slp tonight! :D night night ~ :D

2011-10-15T18:16:00.001+08:00

Back from zayden's baby shower :) he's soooooooo cute!!! will be a handsome boy in future!! he even has golden hair now!

im bored. so was just looking back at the kiddish, nonsense posts I had been posting for the past few years, prolly it's very obvious that i cant write and also, im not good at expressing myself in words. That's a fact. Previous post was so short that i cannot take it. haha! really damn bad at words.. zzzzz..

But there's this person. Years ago, she's just a senior to me.. Honestly saying, we're not even close. But she is someone i respect alot in the team and playing alongside with her gives me a lot of assurance, security, don't have to worry about anything. always have this "有什么事，都有她在" feeling..

Then poly results werent good enough for me to enter local U.. Im ok, cuz i still have ppl i know with me and also she's there.. In a way, she pulled me in and i pulled her back? haha!! also cause of the teammates and new friends, we became closer.

Trainings after trainings. Suppers after suppers. Supply-ses after supply-ses. Outings after outings. All these created a strong friendship/bond between us.

Someone who has very high expectations of herself, putting alot of pressure on herself and forcing herself to do everything. Can even don't care about herself. Always looking strong and positive on the outside.

Someone whom i will always look up to.. Maybe, unknowingly, I had became reliant on her. She's always guiding and showing me the way whenever im feeling lost or in need of advices.

No matter what, now, at this very moment and years to come, she will be more den just a friend, teammate etc.. But a sister to me :)

2011-10-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

Oh ya!! i've got a new sister :) god-sister that is... very old-sch i know.. haha!! surprised why hai you ren yao wo :) haha.. but very happy :) :)

2011-10-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

hectic half a month... finally survived thru the sch+sunig+enl+trainings week.. cleared SMU successfully and NTU lost to NUS by half.. SUNIG 2nd we are :D :D

sunig closing on the 8th is boring.. damn short vid, not enuf seats for everyone.. not as nice food :( but ZHONG DIAN is the MEDAL :D happy :D :D island creamery and harris aft that..

3 days of sch got its pros and cons.. the 3 days killed me totally.. all early lessons.. tues and wed out whole day.. will only get less den 12 hrs of slp for the 3 days.. den, body clock will be screwed for the rest of the wk... and the cycle goes on...

was so close to skipping MSM on tues.. cuz damn tired.. but got nagged die by my dear ping guo.. so just go...
dozed off in MA class.. couldnt help it.. zzz.. heng kwan in gd mood...

waiting for the time to leave for training is sooooooooo long... lucky saw linhui and angie in the canteen if not got to dabao back to bench and eat alr...

sch is never the same anymore...... without the usual company :(

training ytd was shiok.. 1.2km killed me.. ran so slow.. zzz.. mini circuit training.. drills.. den end off with soccer :D damn fun!!! shall just do tt every training...

got woken up by annoying wrong number calls again.. WHO THE HELL IS VANESSA SIA?! zzzz.. den got digged up by xiangxiang who tempt me with DONG HAI!!! lucky mummy din cook.. and off i went to meet her and gu ma.. four horse road to baibai and icecream :) :)

BIG GAME tmr.. final game of the ENL season.. perhaps everything will change aft this... but im hoping not :( no matter what, i just want to finish off the game well! i want to win and top the grp! i have faith in the team.. JIAYOU LLABTEN.. let's end off the season well :) :) it's gonna be a tough fight, mentally and physically....

2011-09-30T03:09:00.002+08:00

back to blog again cause i cant get to slp... adrenaline rush :D

2nd SUNIG game vs NTU just nw.. this match, we played more like a team. so much more better den the 1st game with NUS... we want the game, we want the ball. we never gave up! :D can sense everyone's FIGHTING spirit.. superb shots by shooters! :D awesome defence from defenders! :D and hardworking midcourts to bring the ball down! :D

played WD.. trying my best to stick to yilun for the whole game..... no bruises.. but does tt mean i din go hard enuf? du gui acts almost cost the team again.. hm.. whatever it is, we won NTU and that's a fact alr.. :D :D :D and i hate it that my toes always have blisters during exciting and close games! pain die me...

History created, a dream come true! beat NTU for the first time ever since SIM Netball is set up few years back... more to come pls.. Clear SMU and silver is in pocket alr :D

ABMM's gonna be back soon alr... im still not tired.. hoho.. die lo...

GO SIM :D

2011-09-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

im supposed to blog abt my party.. my happy party... but something else is in my mind.. didnt expect that to be coming out from a coach... shouldnt even engage her in the first place isnt it.. my bad.. truly a wrong move... you think i don't want the attendance to be good? you think i don't want to have the team down for training? you dk hw hard i tried to accommodate everyone's schedule den pls don't judge. it's not that i dont want, its just simply CANNOT!! enl period, club trgs, opens trgs all clash tgt.. who says need 12 players den can train? 8/9 not enuf for you to do court work? just quit now la.. contract not signed.. can dunid pay rite?

nothing's going the right way ever since i took over presidency.. tot could get a coach easily but it turned out otherwise.. engage a coach alr tot we can start proper trg but it turned out otherwise... training started alr and everything just have to clash tgt... with only just 2 weeks left, shit has to happen.. @)^@^&*)&*@_#%(_%^!^T)#@*^$(^&@%)!*

ruined my mood..... zzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!

2011-09-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

finally done packing my stuff!

this year's bday is gonna be different..

1) party

2) chalet

3) im 21!!

mummy machiam bring the whole house over..

reason being, there are too many mouths to feed..

all are kids!

really spent a bomb this bday.. esp dad..

im feeling good about the party :) :)

so excited!!

first enl game tmr, i mean later..

hope i wun be too tired out..

gonna give my all if im starting..

time to see the results of our trg for the past 2 months!

JIAYOU!! =) =)

2011-09-05T16:27:00.002+08:00

damn irritated by SIM system..

totally testing our patience.. 1.5hrs to do eCR.. wth..

and nw cock up due to invisible existing unpaid bills..

wth..

i dont owe u any money lo...

lessons chose.. all morning lesson..

3 days with tuesday the long day..

long wkn =)

helpdesk till now still nv ans my call.. walao..

stop giving me alternative solutions.. no use one..

nv even get back to me -.-

first wk of sch is a challenge..

lets see..

mon morning lesson, night llabten trg

tues morning lesson, late aftnn lesson, zhao halfway to go for SUNIG at night..

wed morning lesson

thurs night SUNIG

fri night ENL

tink by wed morning i will be cui alr..

some more it's kwan's lesson.. my goodness.. zzzz..

2011-08-24T02:01:00.003+08:00

supplies from precious and dmon..

yummy cakes and shepherd's pie :) :) :)

results out.. was sooooooo damn worried but relieved that i passed all..

was quite happy actually.. but den.. realised.. actually, it wasn't really fantastic..

but den again.. considering i tot i will fail.. its gd enuf la hor.. ahhaha!!

must buck up nx yr.. at least a 2nd lower i hope! :D

trg was damn shiok..

tiring..... but nt as tiring as last wk i feel..

prolly cuz char py cass are down..

did courtwork..

but the warm up as usual.. super tiring......

abs wun ache tt much i tink.. but my quads died from sumo squat....

super worried abt precious and cant concentrate well during trg..

cck for supper and zoom home..

love hw empty the roads are at night...

time for bed...

2011-08-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

too lazy to blog nowadays..

had been hearing ppl saying im busy.. but like nth much leh.. it's either work or trg or work or trg...

my past few sats are packed i tink.............. forgt alr..

results gonna be out like in 18hrs..... shit sia...... PASS PASS PASS!!!

boring and mundane life... eaten up by netball.. with ENL and SUNIG coming up...

NSRCC confirmed.. 1st bday party coming up.. lots of stuff to do.. no time... dk hw to handle those stuff.. no experience in opening chalet..

ugls are meeting way too rarely.. talking lesser.. except precious whom i've been texting everyday..

fruities toooo....

awesomez 3que1 meetup that night..

listening to 91.3 now :)

2011-08-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

back to mr sinseh on thurs night.. ended up w "bruised" neck cuz of the ba guan... pain die me when he kept tui-ing!

individual review session ytd before trg.. wasnt as bad as wad i tot.. got to be more positive and turn wad i kept thinking that i cant complete to how i can do it better! still very much a WA.. and tt's the only position for me, for im not tall enuf as a shooter and not defensive enuf for a C... lots of stuff to work on.. WA key feeder for the team.. dont want to be a useless WA..

- Vision

- Decision-Making

- Placement

- GETTING FREE!!! *** [more varieties of movement!]

- Ball release point [not to defenders' hands]

- Recovery

plus point is to be more defensive.. but den, i shud work on the above stuff first... 4 trgs to submission of enl team list.....

airport for supper w sam sam! drater is flying off to canada for gd 6 mths.... meetup/celebration today called off... hope everything will resolve soon...

2011-08-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

so damn tired aft 2 days of recruitment.. like din do much also tired.. stand ard.. walk ard, talk talk talk..laugh laugh laugh.. and sch to SKCC is really zzzzzz..

dreading llabten trg for the first time in so many months.. prolly because im tired too.. zzz idk.. trg wasnt tiring for midfielders.. poor shooters.. hitched a ride from dewi :) :) :)

back to work finally.. for a little more slp.. i had sacrificed money for that.. lucky this job is flexible!! thats the only gd thing maybe?

prolly still abit too overwhelmed.. have to settle almost everything when smth crops up.. no matter sch or club.. not difficult though.. but den just dk why pressurized..

oh well, maybe today's cancellation of trg is a gd thing.. some time to myself.. went down to SKCC to do shooting cards myself. yep myself :)

sometimes, maybe having some lone time and doing things myself will be gd..........

2011-08-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

finally done w all the email readings and admin stuff.. had been on it for the past 1.5 hrs maybe? with 30% of the time distracted at FB games...

totally overslept (AGAIN) today.. must change this super bad habit of mine lo.. zz.. cab to sch for the first time.. zzz.. 2.5 hrs of pay gone.. wooo.. luckily meimei is up early :) yada yada.. walked ard w shermaine.. tink we combed the area like >5 times! hahaha!! amk for koi n shilin w TOH and home..

pesta team list is out.. yes i am sad that im not in.. really disappointed.. i really want to play. and it's affecting me really badly, i tink.. fatigue and sian-ness started to kick in.. im really tired.. really tired of everything (AGAIN)..

i tink this is the first time im not involved in a llab10 game..i put in effort.. prolly just not enough.. many others that's better den me. always neither here nor there. maybe i should give other sports a try.

i just hope, this feeling will go away tonight.

2011-07-30T23:18:00.002+08:00

have been a good girl these 2 days.. reporting home by 10+.. ghost door open tonight.. gotta be good and be home early for the next month..

it's been a long time since i go to town on a weekend night.. feels good just walking down the streets.. chit chatting.. actually walked from orchard to dhoby w wind.. WOAH!! hahaha..

gonna be a stay home sunday tmr.. got gian for MJ again.. zzzzzz..

2011-07-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

old ginger game went well :) but will be better if only more of my batch ppl could make it.. all local U students.. busy w their internships...

with aid of bullplus (or 100bulls as named by dee cuz it made us super awake like 100bulls running), survived thru trg.. but super tired legs..

utterly disappointed.. spents 1.5hrs on a shooting card.. WTH srsly?! totally died at the last part.. concentration damn bad.. zzzzzzzzzz..

which new coach will miss her first trg w a new team? well, she does.. zzzzzzzzz.. i shud probably go to bed like now.. zzzzz..

im still getting used to it.. responsibility.. leading.. dammit.. and i hate troubling ppl.. esp those that dont even have an obligation to help at all.....

UGL meetup tmr :)

2011-07-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

a layer darker AGAIN..

another layer tmr.. hahaha..

gonna officially be ah neh alr..

tink not enuf slp again.. outbreak coming again :(

tink tmr need famerry's special concoction to help me survive thru trg.....

武侠 is quite nice.. horror + gore + comedy! hahah..

ok.. ms huang's email is making me look like =O emoji after reading it...

my responsibility to let her know of my possibility of playing netballuxion..

die also cnt injured lo.. if nt more troubles.....

time for bed soon... feel that the heat is trapped in my body....

2011-07-23T01:56:00.003+08:00

yawns.. sudden feel to blog while waiting for hair to dry... back to the same lifestyle now.. work trg work trg work trg.. one thing gd abt the job.. its flexible.. allowed to go work later after trg nights.. of cuz she's ok.. cuz she can pay me lesser.. month end got not much stuff for me to do.. now the only task i have on hand is translation work........

its gonna be a 3day trg week from now onwards.. keeping fingers cross that there's no clash between trgs anymore. and of cuz, games! i feel bad sacrificing either side.. and i just realise, there isn't enough midfielders for sch.. hmm coach trg hasn't start yet.. shall see how things goes...

wed's squad trg was quite intensive.. tink it's been a while since i had such long intensive trg.. usually it's only for the first part when doing physical that's intensive.. wed work on shooter stuff.. today midfield stuff.. gotta prepare for GA alr.. have to step up on shooting practices!!

tmr's or rather later.. gonna be my first "date" w my AA! hahah!! i tink it's the first time im gg out w her lo.. HARRY POTTER LAST PART + NDP tics from her bean.. so nice of him to get them.. was just a passing comment :)

should really slp soon...

2011-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

using my lkk lappy now.. im bored.. so im here to blog... but.. lazy to construct the post nicely.. so it's gonna be damn messy..

past weekend was filled to the max.. out to buy feng er's gift.. more of shopping trip for us instead.. hahaha!! and sun was wind's bday lunch at 313 marche.. first time dere.. dk hw to order -.- but ex worh... shop ard w love and her love.. went to find AA and her AA.. lightbulb much!!! hahaha!! back to zhaji's hse.. wii w naughtygirl.. she's really damn gd at it!! ecp korean bbq w see family.. nice parents.. not tt awkward.. things cropped up and din make it to bridge eventually.. been so long since i was dere... miss hanging out late... but now.. cuz of work.. seriously im having not enuf slp.. ok cuz im slping late and waking up early -.-

dk hw to survive the next 2 days.. trg... feel like skipping work on thurs...... zzzzzzzzzz...

能睡是福.. shall slp early tonight.. ciaos~

2011-07-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

sat morning training was the first day training after 35391305937019571 years.. The sun had no mercy on us and by 830, it's already shining brightly on us already.. All of us were zapped by the stupid sun and training didn't felt as productive.... Did a bit of shots aft trg, showered, 126, home and out again to meet Eugene within 30mins.. LOL..

drove his Avante from kovan to NSRCC.. super smooth i swear.. noise isolation is ji gou li yi xia de lo.. drove till 120 and it doesnt feel like 120 lo.. shocked!! not as noisy and fast as it was for lancer leh... hmmmm...

reached.. only help to blow some balloons, hang them here and dere.. spent the night talking.. cosy party :) :) :) saw layang team.. like awkward.. just said hi only lo.. hm.. oh! AA sent me home, so nice of her..

up early today for WNC.. first game was rather boring.. shall talk more abt them below.. dinner at Sin Ma Live Seafood. 2nd time dere.. not bad :D

Malawi and South Africa's game felt totally like our NUS game.. The way the match went, close game w score difference only 2/3 lidat for most of the time. The joy and happiness at final whistle. Only difference is that they reacted much faster den us, cuz at tt time, we were still confuse if it's final whistle or injury time whistle.. HAHAHA!! Till now, 6 months already.. but I still can remember clearly the night, the game, the whistle, the feeling after the whistle.. 想起来心里还会一种啾啾的感觉...

England vs Jamaica went on without any surprises.. FINALS IS THE EGG-CITING ONE.. from the start of the first whistle, the whole stadium went high! NZL led at some point in the 1st quart i tink.. but Aust caught up.. Tied at FT and went into Extra-Time! Fav NZL GA Maria cant perform during stress :( and threw away couple of chance!! Aussie won by 1 goal in the last few seconds of 2nd half of ET! The most exciting 1hr 40mins of Netball i've watched! WORLD CLASS NETBALL :D

This World Champs really 让我大开眼界! seeing how they move, play and everything.. basics like simple dodges they do damn fast lo.. INSPIRING.. NZL's black-silver combination is damn SUD! super nice lo.... many games had proved that, 3rd quarters are very important! it's always at 3rd quart that things can happen to change the final result of the game..

after watching WNC, it made me love Netball even more.. and at the same time, also showed me how much i have to work on to improve myself..... Not dreaming about playing at International Level (not possible already la), but just wanna play well at club level and of cuz, for sch..

Was discussing abt this w Precious in the afternoon: Who doesn't want to be an asset to the team? It's so saddening to be a liability isn't it? true enough.. and i don't want to be a liability!

totally zoning out alr.. time for bed.. work tmr again :( :( :( zzzzzzzzzz..

happy belated love :)

2011-07-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

mundane life im leading..

work for most of the days during the wk.. did i?

world champs on wed :) aussie team is awesome!

love the GA.. very pretty too..

charmaine did damn well!! so proud of her!!

just back from sinseh for my stiff neck..

is how sng..

sinseh uncle recommend acupuncture..

for the sake of recovery, i just agreed..

one needle on my right hand, another on the back of my neck..

the one at the back of neck is suan dao~~~~

it's another no-trg-stay-home friday....

fell aslp just now without settling meetups..

tink tonight GG alr..

can be thief alr..

early morning trg tmr....

126

den home..

off to love's party :D :D :D

2011-07-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

first 10k of my 20-going-21 year of life.. it wasn't as long as what i tot.. prolly cuz i wasn't familiar with the route..

ran 10k straight for the first time...

t-max sort of pushed me cuz it was burning my quads and calves.. hahah..

took 1hr14mins plus.. i tink was ok considering that i din train for it.. just depend on solely on the stamina i got from trgs... the longest i had ran previously was like 3.3km? hahahah!! never die before..

stretch all i could already.. i hope i dun cramp.. am rather awake now.. but i should go nap soon..

world champs tonight :) all the way, team Singapore :)

2011-07-02T01:29:00.002+08:00

maybe for the first time in my life, i felt so troubled...

choices.. i hate making choices..

and u're rite..

FEAR.. the fear of making the wrong choice...

i tink, many a times i alr roughly gt a direction to go.. just that i "refuse" to mk a decision cuz of the fear..

thing that is keeping me hanging..

the responsibility..

if im not holding any post, it wud have been so much easier...

nw, the problem..

dun feel a sense of belonging for sch..

just dun wana tink abt it now..

hoping that there really wun be a clash when the time comes..

i had a decision made...

I WILL NOT REGRET IT!

and im gg to work hard to gain that place in the team!

"anyway, its not that you are not decisive.. its just that ppl tend to fear making the wrong decision tts why they dont wish to decide.. when faced in this kind of situation, jus rmb, dont hafta fear making mistakes or wrong choice, as long as it is ur decision, trust ur decision, honor ur actions, face whatever consequence, good or bad. Be responsible to yourself, tt's the most important=)"

i'll always rmb this :) :) :)

2011-06-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

wed morning went to fetch mummy :)

came back and napped before coaching.

in e end overslept -.-

lunched w ting at mypoint's jap place. Shall try the Ramen soon...

home and napped for like 3hrs and became a thief at night.. lol..

forgt wad i did on thurs..

tink rest at home?

coaching on fri too..

napped and almost late to meet my pai gu! lol!

trg on fri was WOAH!

6.45 - 10pm

maybe tts the longest i had trained..

grp session before team trg..

did shooting card before tt..

was quite productive i feel..

but lots of que dian shown..

push off not gd enuf leh.. got to react faster..

must be daring to run past defenders..

have to change my shooting technique

sat and sun was spent at bedok reservior supporting the wakeboarders..

totally impressed by the stunts...

even girls can do better den some guys! =O

dinner w precious and family..

things cropped up today and went to SIA club to swim instead...

finally got to drive today..

=) =) =)

orh like ABNN aft 3 days of sun..

hohoho die lo..

there's always a period of time i love the sun..

like tan but not too much of it!! :D

trg tmr again..

it's only e 2nd trg..

i dun wan to dread trg :(

hope everything goes well...

coming up w trg prog can be difficult :(

2011-06-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

trg could be better..

prolly wrong choice to combine both recrea and comp..

no physical at all.

1.2km jog only..

nx trg onwards gonna split and gonna do more physical stuff..

coach issue is freaking me out srsly..

time is running out for sunig and also paperwork..

zzzzzzzz..

felt lost after trg just nw..

the first qn: how to go home from ulu?!

never once i go home from ulu..

or maybe got.. today is like my twice maybe?

what i did: took out phone and go to gothere.sg

hahaha and it gave me crap directions..

and i just went opposite busstop..

shoes came and went for supper @ al-ameen..

saw huiqi and sabrina! so qiao!!!

miss lead camp!! :(

bus home.. love night bus rides though..

didn't take too long to reach yishun..

im having insomnia..

dont tink i will slp before fetching mummy..

thanks to the teh-c ICE just nw maybe?

hahaha..

shall see how..

i miss my usual supper khakis :(

dun like to go home alone. but i dun have a car to drive to trg without being late..

WALAO..

just want to complain..

ciaos~

2011-06-21T01:37:00.002+08:00

time check 1.40am

full day at xx's on sat

forgt 2 or 3 rounds of mj..

12 hrs..

haha we play damn slow..

xx keep stuck at zhuang...

won just nice for cab fare back :D

tink addicted to mj alr..

sunday father's day

stayed home the whole day..

dabao for daddy :) ate w him

out to get fruits den send him to collect money...

l4d till late..

up early for coaching @ AI

nua-ed all the way to ting's hse..

fell aslp on sofa before showering

walao we damn nua-sai..

vienna international buffet next w UGLs..

laoban's treat.. my god.. 1 big hole in pocket lo..

later in the night, first SIM trg after IVP..

first trg after i step up..

first trg without the usual company..

know it's time for me to be independent alr..

jus that, im still sad :(

sigh... just got to get use to it!!

time for bed maybe?

2011-06-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

back from lead camp lo :)

overall quite fun! know more ppl and make more frens :)

day 1

briefing, boring talks

buffet dinner..

orientation thing by this co. that uses percussion instruments for ice breaking games..

washup and off we go to gopeng via tuas...

reached there abt 8+ the nx day..

breakfast

den for our tribe, we did high rope course after lunch..

it's literally ROCK climbing..

not those man-made once.. but it's those real rocks de!! fun!!

it's been a long time since i did high elements..

finished the last and more challenging high element section in the rain..

and im the last -.-

double pressure..

everyone waiting and rain is coming..

no time for me to panic so i just dun care n do.. LOL..

love the flying fox! :)

back to campsite..

showered, dinner, student wk games presentation

games w the rest..

push-up blackjack.. new game -.-

hahah

knock out at 1230

day3

healthy lifestyle for camp..

730 for breakfast..

set off for caving..

overall was quite fun!!

though the climbing of stairs is damnnnnnnnnn tiring...

luckily the water is quite clean :)

funfunfun =)

back to earth camp for lunch..

frisbee-ed and whitewater rafting next..

super fun too!!!

those rapids and currents.. woooo...

earth camp for dinner den skit + cheer for experience gained these 3 days..

though we din win anything but den, our skit was done quite gd!

funnability is damn high!!!!

last night of the camp..

everyone was cam-whoring..

hahah..

birthday song for Melly..

mrt game next up..

truth or dare..

all the way till 4+

decided not to slp cuz slp also like not enuf..

so was talking w some of the survivors..

cudn't tahan anymore at 6am and napped for an hr..

zombified..

after breakfast den head back to sg alr..

whole day of journey..

wanted to cab w the north ppl but 184 came

so bused home instead..

overall its quite enjoyable..

for the first time i spam so much insect repellent on myself..

high elements made my arms jelly..

given a choice, i will still want to go again! :D

done w laundry..

time for bed liao.. nights! :D

mahjong @ xx's tmr :D :D :D

2011-06-13T17:12:00.003+08:00

camp stuff in place :)

machiam 离家出走 lidat..

大包小包

see how i tk bus tmr.. zzz..

i hope bus not crowded..

shooting cards to complete every week..

just by scanning thru, i feel tired alr.. hahah..

hoping for the best!!

meeting ugl family tonight :)

2011-06-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

outing w ugl family on tues..

happiest day for ting :)

wed, jap buffet w phuket family

lan for 4 hours..

proved too much for me.. damn tired aft tt..

amk hub for a/c stuff..

thurs, out w love and AA..

full day of shopping..

dk why my leg always hurts aft a day of shopping/walking ard..

trg also not tt tired.....

but still enjoyed it..

when was the last time 3 of us went out leh? hahah..

happy bear day on fri :)

ecp for korean buffet, klp for kbox :D

as usual, got sooooooo tired of laughing.. hahaah!!

trg aft tt..

17/19 ppl turned up! wow!! super happy la..

how many times can have such big grp?

i hope this goes on :) :)

awesomez over for lunch ytd :)

x-men aft tt :D

met up w phuket family for supper :) :) :)

inflexible singtel refuse to let me activate pay-as-you-roam thru phone

zzzzzz..

damn long queue at helloshop just nw..

grocery shopping and home..

lunch w ting and xx tmr :)

ok im bored....

lead camp coming up..

and i dun want to work :( but i cant.. cannot don't work..

2 llabten trg + 1 sch trg..

3 trgs in a wk.. let's see how long i can tahan...

2011-06-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

trials was ok on fri..

it's been such a long while since so many ppl turned up during trg..

and.. it's cuz of trials..

putting that reason aside..

i'm still quite happy to see so many of the girls down..

playing together as a team.

playing against each other :)

saturday was xiao wang day..

went to charlene's coconut party at night :)

met god ma for some penang food on sunday :)

the rate she finishes a tub of icecream scares me :X

hahaha

totally woke by ting..

that's the most effective wakening med for me..

xia si wo..

down to sgh w xiang

luckily u're better now..

hope by tmr small qi will be out by itself!!! =)

although she's not my own mum..

but it is very heart-wrenching to see her breakdown..

can see that she's been trying hard to hang in there

for family, for kids, for herself, she hang on..

看着她，强忍着泪水。好心疼。

母亲永远都是最伟大的。

mama, 加油！=)

2011-06-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

finally saw love aft soooooooo long!

chatted awhile..

break camp, lunched, raffles, m.sq and home..

teh tarik and got barcook bread :D :D

precious is damn high aft teh tarik....

scarily HIGH! hahaha.. and easily amused..

as for camp, maybe day 1 was too mentally draining, i felt ok for day 2..

2.5 days of camp ended lidat..

so fast..

my first time doing camp..

my first very batch of kids..

though they really drove me crazy and made me feel like giving up aft day 1, there are still sensible and adorable ones..

i can do so much better.. i am not a gd instructor/trainer.. i tink i bore the kids though.. hahah!!

but really learn how to handle the kids a little better as the days go by..

din noe signing for the kids cn be so tiring!

the way they crowd are crazy too.. cant even breathe hhaha!!

有这个就够了:

2011-05-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

3hrs of slp before phuket trip

settling all the admin stuff for llab10 before flying..

morning reach budget terminal

flooded w indians.

my goodness..

lots of laughter for this trip.

hahaha..

love phi phi island's super nice scenery, beach, sun, sea :D

snorkelling (Y)

saw nemo..

swimming in the super salty sea..

so easy to float.

surprised by the gd service on the speedboat..

really like king and queen..

visited the big buddha..

magnificent scenery as well..

on the way down, vehicle skidded..

xia su da jia.

everyone busy cha-ing each other this trip.

i gt a fah-ther, mah-ther, da jie and er jie aft this trip

being the smallest, i need to help pluck all the arrows they shoot each other. hahha!!

1st day go premium outlet

alr 90 dollars gone

zzz..

rest of the trip suffer..

must must must be on diet and healthy lifestyle to fit into those clothes..

zzz..

weird body shape i have -.-

miss massage *in thai accent*

miss the super nice villa we stay..

reasonable price for such nice place lo..

stupid Jacuzzi only respond to thai-accent "open"

miss pad thai..

lousy stomach nt well on first day.

the meal is nice de lo.. but din eat much..

im so damn zonk out from rulang camp today.

that also explains why this post is in a mess..

this 2.5 days will help to train my voice box.

see how much it can tahan..

shall head to bed soon....

2011-05-24T23:57:00.003+08:00

nua-ed till late at ting's ytd...

nong nong email from ms huang early in the morning..

touching email..

can see the difference in their kan fa to us over the years..

what we can do is not to disappoint them anymore..

hope her email will help get some of us down for the trials :)

first time i have so much stuff to settle before going overseas..

lucky all done :D :D

bearbear came over to pass cable, did koi delivery and yummy muffin from her! :D

packed luggage and im all set for PHUKET :D

so excited

and im so excited that im not sleepy at all..

but i have to slp..

i have to like wake in 4.5 hrs?

if precious know, she will kill me..

i shall attempt to slp soon...

idk if anyone comes to this stupid blog but still,

MEANWHILE, EVERYONE TAKE CARE! :D

will be back in 4 days :D :D :D

dk if you all will drop by, but..

ting, you know what to do!

AA, enjoy ur post-exam celebration!!

Love, study hard!!!

wind, be gd and work diligently and stop emo-ing

bear, hope ur luck will be better after today and be able to start work soon..

HAHA..

2011-05-23T11:16:00.002+08:00

nua-ed on sunday..

over to ting's in late afternoon to visit her..

continue to nua and chatted and entertained :)

woke at 7am to send da lao ban to work..

reached doorstep and ABPP ask me to go down to buy newspaper..

mama shop was closed and walked over to shop n save instead

walk here and there till im awake

so decided to go for a jog..

killa sun

tried a new route and all the traffic lights decided to go against me..

no resting time at all. zzzzzzz.. good timing..

gonna acc ting to review ltr :) :)

2011-05-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

din managed to slp till cows come home ytd..

heard msg tone at 10..

woke.. and din slp.. mummy kept nagging too...

woke, breakfast..

dk wad to do..

play w lappy..

lunched..

sudden decision to go visit ting.

w bee mshuang and liz..

great that her op is a success =)

now she has A Cuter Ligament (ACL)

haha..

poor her gotta stay overnight cuz still giddy and nauseous..

trg aft tt..

totally died..

stamina = 0

feel damn lousy..

from now till june.. packed with activities..

gd point to note: ytd was the first time, since last year maybe, that llabten is able to play a game against each other during trg..

:) :) :)

leaving for phuket on wed....

excited :D

hope DYM hurry hurry go home...

2011-05-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

a wk had passed and im finally done w my first uni exams!!

time flies.. and it was really stressful..

no doubt to those who said UOL was shit..

it's really shit

scare the hell out of us..

i tink poly students all suffer :(

panic attacks are smth that i never felt before in my life..

not even poly..

zzz..

fr was unexpectedly do-able. but audit wasn't really gd for me leh..

ytd night was so tired and brain jammed that nothing went in for me..

zzz i just hope i bullshit enuf to pass my audit paper..

stayed over at precious' ytd...

nydc aft paper, ehub for bowling, 85 for dinner :)

fat die liao.. really..

the machine really makes ppl cry..

diet and exercise starts tmr!!

i tink i will die for trg tmr.... hohoohohohoho.. :(

ting's op tmr morning..

not gg down cuz she gt her aunt w her liao..

GYM will BO BI =) =) =)

ok im tired alr.. time for bed..

I FINALLY CAN SLP UNTIL THE COWS COME HOME!!

for the first time in a long while...

2011-05-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

1 wk past..

2 papers down

pbf is srsly demoralizing..

so feel like crying aft the paper while waiting for bear bear... sigh...

usually first paper is the confident one..

but not this time :(

bad start...

tues was spent in sch mugging fm

vanilla latte lasted for the whole day...

today's fm was tricky.. and really very long...

panic for time..

which led to wrong decisions made -.-

sigh..

i just want to pass..

really :((

bear bear was nice to come pick me aft paper..

gd lunch at sushi tei..

koi..

window shopped

machiam finish paper..

hahah..

im exhausted.. shud slp early tonight..

its another long day tmr...

nx paper FR.. killer FR

boring life i have....

bye...

2011-05-04T01:34:00.003+08:00

more than 3 wks no blog lo..

leading a mundane and boring life..

past 3 wks are sch books sch books and more sch and books....

a blink of eyes, it's already may.....

less than 1 wk to first paper ------------ pbf :(

not at all prepared yet........

bear's taking her first paper ltr, econs.. goodluck :D

elections are ard the corner..

aljunied gonna be the exciting area to watch...

yishun nth exciting..

im happy i got money to take n doesnt need to vote :D

had been out for 18hrs today..

drove to sch..

was quite productive..

did fm for the longest time in my life....

sch is a gd place to study! concentration level high there! =)

oh and i got to meet up w the layang team on one of the fridays...

met love n her zha ji, angeline and keat for dinner at klp..

lousy ri ben cun service! gg to knock off liao jiu lidat..

drinks nt serve..

our greentea nv came..

tink that they need to go all the way to the water front to get water den boil.......

golden mushroom w bacon not out too :(

tink was ard 1 month since i last saw them..

since angeline's bday.. and was also since then last saw him.

blah...

darrell hse is big dao~~~~~~~~~~~

and finally saw the legendary chihuahua which doesn't look like a chihuahua..

cute max..

supper and gossip session over at tcc with the ladies..

great meetup :) :)

lazy to process my thoughts, thus explaining the messy outline of this post..

ahhhhhhhh there goes my healthy lifestyle..

gonna hv not enuf slp again..

ciaos.....

oh. and love, stop changing ur blog link.. its gone again :( hahahah!!

2011-04-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

im so lazy to recall what i did past few days..

memory is really damn bad...

sch on mon..

studied till night..

plans to jog called off cuz of the rain -.-

lesson today..

studied after tt..

casuarina after that..

hungaree.....

now too full

cuz my 1 egg cheese became 1 egg and 1 cheese

thanks to the ah neh..

im amazed at their memory skills.. can actually rmb all our orders without writing down

but den, the orders came wrong -.-

shall forgive them cuz their pratas are nice :D

tonight's fitness postponed again

thanks to the upset sky now......

zzzz..

ok im done blogging..

im tired alr..

damn bloated now..

shall shit ltr.. ok u can ignore this.....

exams in a month -.- oh less den tt :( :( :( :( x n times...

2011-04-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

wad did i do on tues?

memory is really failing me..

i always tk damn long to recall wad i did on a particular day..

most of the time just referring back to my organizer -.-

tues went to nyp to study w bear and AA

heavy rained..

finally had my hotdog waffle :) :)

fitness session at night..

din do much..

just a 20mins jog from bishan till upper thomson..

3km maybe?

den walked one big round back to bishan..

wed..

oh lunch w amilytoh

laksa~ dessert~

full die and the weather is crazy ttm!!

so hot that it caused me headache den rained in e evening..

impromptu supper at prata house w xx qi dmon

tsk.. fat die..

out for today too..

cold stone creamery is nice~~~~~~~~~~~~

the manager is handsome hahaha..

nex for yoguru (like finally)

chatted awhile..

bus-ed home..

napped in bus...

gonna stay home tmr..

mummy, i hope u wont nag again..

not home, nag

home also nag.

i will go crazy.....

din study for these 2 days..

damn bad..

shall attempt to do FM notes now...

soguru soguru soguru..

a joke that you created..

why did things turn so bad?

all in all, it's past tense alr..

really time to let go..

time for books..

ciao~

2011-04-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

went to send ting off on fri..

plans to study aft tt failed

cuz aft popeyes, it's late alr

so bus-ed home..

very long no long bus ride lo..

feels gd..

lucky for things for me to do and think abt...

homed, changed and off i go for trg..

omg.. jams everywhere..

late for trg.. front physical part want my life again..

last wk no fitness session really gt difference.. zzz

what will happen during exam period man :(

did defending stuff..

conditioning at the last part also killed me..

showered and went simpang bedok for dinner/supper..

not bad food and super alot for 1 portion..

saw leron (duan duan) dere even..

so qiao lo.. hahah

sat went over to xiang's to study..

in e end spent most of the afternoon watching tv..

IP man is damn nice lo..

watched ye wen qian chuan

and a comedy by andy lau and guan zhi lin (a horro film in disguise, HAHAHA)

im gg to catch IP MAN part 1 and 2 after exams..

but managed to study after dinner..

sun lunched at ah gim's

sent mummy and aunt home

and off to xiang's for steamboat :)

yummy..

eating tgt w youngsters jiu shi bu yi yang..

damn funny la.. lots of laughter.

super impromptu K session at NEX after tt..

hahah..

i must try to sing louder..

but if sing louder, cnf + chop 破音! HAHAHAHH..

lousy to the max..

as compared, my family is so much more boring..

hse nt so "noisy".. unless parents are quarrelling lah.. hahah..

just different lo.. haha!!

had so much laughter dere..

and ah ma is super cute! lol..

today..

sch for meeting abt ***

more or less settled..

shall leave the rest till after exams

and after everything is done at xiang's side..

sch has SUPERLICIOUS! and its cheaper!!

stayed for dinner and studied abit..

srsly shud need to consider staying till late to study aft classes next wk..

nx wk onwards its gonna be a non-stop lessons till exams..

my god..

how to study lidat?!

cnf tired die......

am i trying to keep myself busy?

i shud let books drown me instead hor.....

haiya.. off to bed now...

2011-03-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

april fool~

last time i wud tink of stuff to trick frens..

esp apple choy.. always drop into my trick HAHA!!

but den..

this yr no mood la.. LOL..

maybe all tt happened is an april fool joke?

hahah!! i wish..

2011-03-31T23:48:00.003+08:00

first 2 days of killer uol rev class end liao..

done w pbf....

the rest is up to me liao..

sort of clearer abt the stuff alr..

there's only this much they can ask..

im gg to just bomb the calculations :D

ugl dinner on tues..

int'l buffet at holiday inn..

1-for-1.. if not 60bucks damn ex la..

nice and damn full..

tink we ate dk hw many salmons! hahah..

keep spamming..

nando's for dinner ytd.. nice :D

after lesson. half hr slp..

on bus to town.. slp..

in e end still tired.. zzz..

today.. fell aslp while waiting for precious n dmon to come back..

smashed my nose -.-

jog to sunset way...

showered

home..

im so gonna avoid going home at peak hr if possible..

super crowded and the bus esp 171 tk ages to come.. zzz..

past wk of bad appetite helped my tummy to shrink a little..

which is damn gd..

but this 2 days de good food filled it up again!!! :( :(

had been too tired to think of anything this 2 days..

which is gd...

shall rest early tonight..

gonna send ting off for her china trip den home

den trg :)

2011-03-31T00:47:00.003+08:00

no more turning back..

signed up for GE 10k alr.. hahaha..

looking forward to the pretty shirt though..

havent been feeling tired for so long alr..

the last time was prolly during season?

4hrs of slp killed me totally..

dozed off ard 11+

den another round of more serious dozing after lunch..

die.. tmr cnt doze alr.. need to listen to lesson..

impt chap...

the uk lecture gt a strong uk accent..

bank become bunk

understand become woonderstand..

hahaha!

dun like that LT.. no reception..

cannot do anything!

althoughs is no one will text me la.. but still.. no like.. hahah!!

time for bed.....

2011-03-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

haha i used to tink that marathons are crazy!

"who would even go run"

but now, im having thoughts of joining..

i must be brain-fried...

precious is trying very hard to psycho me..

2011-03-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

another insomnia night ytd..

spoil...

finally got to see aunt and nieces and cousin today..

havent been seeing them for wks.. dk got months or nt..

cuz had been out almost every wkns..

now free like shit.. LOL..

idk wad gotten into me

im actually tinking of joining GE 10k 2011!

must be crazy lo..

saw from precious's status and tot of trying

10k (only mah, *roll eyes*)

i'll prolly die..

the other time's 40min run alr killed me flat..

have to train up if im really taking part..

early bird starts on 29th..

i still gt 2 days to tink.. HAHA!!

may hv a chance of backing out..

but as of now.. still tot of running......

AA, run w me :)

2011-03-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

it's sat and im home alr..

unproductive day again..

i had done NOTHING at all..

slept till 12 den went to baibai

den nua till it's time to go out..

stupid me took the wrong exit..

kpe city instead of kpe changiairport..

walao..

made me go one big round..

saw the beautiful night scene of the city area...

i always love stars..

sitting by the beach at night, so cooling..

listening to the waves hitting the shores calms me down..

precious says it is not healthy to the mind..

agree to a certain extent..

taking the wrong turn brought me back to whr we ran tt time.

hahah lousy gps that jx owns..

feel like 兜风-ing now.. but petrol is super ex -.-

just want to sit somewhr and do nothing but look at the nightsky.....

2011-03-25T14:48:00.002+08:00

just happen i left for sch at that time.

just happen to look out of the bus.

just happen that it's at the traffic light leading to the columbarium

just happen it's that time of the day..

nv expected to see a VWG

nv expected to see a black one somemore

i noe it's common

but car plate also similar?

one thing tts gd. the bus is moving so fast that i din managed to catch a glimpse of who's in e car..

fml srsly.

so many just happen and nv expected

this coincident is not helping

you are not that important lo. really. damn. shitty.

im super disgusted w what you did.

looks really can be deceiving.

body had been screwed these few days..

past 2 days insomnia like siao den today slp like free..

face is rotting

mood swings

i wun show my (bad/-ve) feelings outside..

when w frens..

it's nv their obligation to tk my mood swings and bad mood..

i dun want to stay home..

because i dun want to get so angst..

i need to pull myself together and get into study mood soon

exam's like in another 5wks...

so dead.....

2011-03-24T02:55:00.001+08:00

it's just a short 3months

glad that it was only tt short.

ur presence used to be one of the best company

ur lameness and the way you speak chinese used to be the happy pill for me

looking at the way you play w ur cookie monster really cheers me up..

ur dangerous and reckless driving is scary but it's fun.

i thank you for the things u had done for me..

the effort put in, and that you treat my friends well too.

and the fact that you spoke more chinese cuz of me was like wow!

but.. now...

i despise you..

for what you did that night.

i hate you..

for leading me on without knowing what you want.

for doing so much and then just give me a sorry.

and most imptly,

for misplacing the trust my girls put in you.

i pity you..

for allowing urself to be manipulated easily and over & over again.

i hope you don't regret your choice.

for anything happens, i guess, nobody will pity you.

2011-03-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

gotten myself into deep shit..

idk hw to feel, wad to feel..

really hope i got a room right now..

for i can scream, shout or even cry under my blanket without worrying that anyone will hear me..

i cant do it now, mummy will hear for sure..

i've never wanted my room back so bad before..

but dad cannot take the aircon..

so... i will just stay in the living room for the time being..

i'm not shutting down cuz i noe i wun be able to slp even if i go into the room..

cold~

2011-03-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

attempted to re-copy FR ans on sun afternoon..

succeeded.. but din complete much..

out for dinner w justus eugene love at cuppage..

anne's place

angeline's 21st

ding ding ding

errrrrrrrrrrrr

kthxbai

spammed her like siao.. hahaha!!

nyp to study w bear

my AA became GYM alr :(

and today she was killed by DYM..

but powderhool her revived herself.. hahha!!

home, off for fitness session

supposedly at the super cool park..

but in e end saw thunder and changed to gym

but gym was super crowded..

so did at the corridor outside stadium..

wasn't as tiring as last wk's

but push up killed me..

totally need new arm now..

i can foresee myself w sore arms tmr :(

2011-03-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

game w CJC the other day was gd =)

dinner w xiang anne and linhui at this ayam place in lucky plaza....

so long since i last talked to anne..

still as pretty as before.. nice girl :)

very nice chicken but the sambal chilli is la dao~~~~

town walked ard den home..

soooooooo tired..

dragged myself to sch on fri..

new LT is nice..

but the air con is free de lo..

cold dao my feet numb....

gd thing abt the new LT is that every seat also got powerpoint..

can charge phone :D

12 start lesson end at 445.. walao.. w only 15mins break in between..

srsly! he is crazy lo.. whr gt lecturer lidat de..

zombie-speed to clarke quay to meet qi

den marutama w xiang n frens..

raffles tcc to nua..

wah din noe its so shu fu dere..

bean bag seat yo! :D

cudn't flag a cab and micky jiejie is nice to send us back. :)

overslept this morning.. supposed to be up by 6

but only woke when heard dewi's call..

wah heng she called and i HEARD!

imagine i din hear my alarm again!!

carnival was ok..

finished 3rd and prize is cereal.. dk where is it hahah..

hougang mall for pizza hut..

hungry die..

sent them home..

home, napped, GRUMPY!

really is grumpy to the max lo!!

very angst! easily pek cek.. zzzz

zzz if mummy didn't mk me stay home to drink soup..

i wud hv joined them for korean bbq buffet lo..

in e end 9 left to meet them for sogurt..

tot gonna chill aft tt but all gg home..

so sent wind home and im back..

first time in e last month to be home so early on a sat night

HAHA!! ok im bored.. shall play game till im tired den kunzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2011-03-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

this morning.. overslept (again)

this is damn bad.. nowadays cant even hear the alarm go off leh..

cabbed to AI.. 3.60 only..

haha

too lazy to tk bus dere w my dua leng gong lappy..

joined in for the balloon game..

me xiang ting vs 4 girls..

lost just when i stopped to attack.. -.-

hid the pingpongs..

movie - coach carter

netball..

laksa + dessert

walked ard to digest

home..

coach carter is nice! despite watching it for so many times..

this is wad motivational movies will do..

make u super motivated (like duh?!)

makes me wanna do smth.. achieve smth..

now my next goal..

ENL..

gotta achieve smth out of it..

shall think abt it after exams.. since it's in aug :D

thanks to world champs

hahaha..

neck felt like i just lao zhen -.-

i din do anything leh...

CJC to play ball tmr..

koi before tt!! :D

2011-03-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

woke up, bathed and off to airport to fetch mummy aunt and zhaodi aunty..

saw mummy taking out her phone.. knew she will call me..

tink she shock when i told her im behind her! hahahah..

lunched at old thomson road..

home, slacked..

out for fitness session..

trained at bishan stadium today..

first session.. w mari dewi and rochelle..

my god.. got intensive..

weather super humid..

warm-up 2 rounds track

stretch

steps 3 sets each (normal stuff but double the tiredness cuz the steps are damn high)

calf raises 12x 3sets

hamstring (dk what is the name of e exercise.. almost gave me cramps!)

sprints... (first few felt super easy cuz of the steps we did earlier on.. but last few jiu tired liao)

push-ups (!!!)

abs exercise 10s up and down (!!!!!!)

that's abt it..

i hope i wun ache tmr..

muscles felt super tired now..

supper at serangoon north and home..

mummy hid away hairdryer again..

gotta wait till my hair is dry den go slp

AI tmr to have fun..

AI Netball bonding camp =)

2011-03-15T00:44:00.003+08:00

so fast! 4 days had passed!and mummy's coming back tmr!

technically, 12 hrs ltr..

:) cuz i missed her! no calls from her at all this trip!! im gg to nag die her tmr..

:( cuz i dun get so much freedom alr.. hahah..

2wks w/o trg really killed me..

fri's trg left me aching like a lao tai po on sat and sun

thanks justus for the deepheat-look-alike cream..

not aching tt much today liao..

so "lucky" that my team lost for the first part of the trg..

1 round ard 3 courts within 45 secs.. 3times!

ahahha

aft the first part of trg alr can feel my quads sore liao..

den aft tt some hopping activity made me strain my inner ankle dere..

damn.. is it i too heavy liao?!

home right after trg.. no supper!

slept early i tink.. super tired..

met up w awesomez on sat!

like finally lo!

our last meetup was prawning + prata..

which is like 4 mths ago..

lunched at nex + movie at amk hub..

red riding hood! =)

home, drove sis out, brought back the car

bridge, adam for supper, OG for mini race..

HAHA!! once in a while race is quite fun..

althoughs gt dangerous..

but super lang fei petrol

can only play when there's no car!!

but i wonder hw am i gg to catch up if i drove tt night..

LOL..

home, slept for abt 6 hrs den out again

Tangs to get present..

sudden realization that suntec gt IT show..

cnf jam die.. so changed venue..

park regis to find bday boy and love..

pool is nice

but damn DYM reported home on the wrong day la..

sitting by the poolside is damn shiok..

really can fall aslp dere lo!

the hotel room is actually not bad la..

i can even fall aslp on the side..

ikea for dinner chinatown for koi..

really no queue de.. they shud close it and open a branch in yishun!!!

serious pms ytd night..

super -ve lo..

this is bad.. first time lidat..

but lucky nv sustain.. haha!!

12hours of slp!!

super shiok!

long time since i slept so long liao..

woke up to gloomy weather den rain..

wrote abit of audit notes..

and i mean ABIT!

maybe like few words?

haha den bejeweled..

jiu go out lo..

got eugene's cake at northpoint

train to yck and waited for justus to pick

dinner at ri ben cun :)

full full and quite cheap..

dam to talk and home..

gotta be up early to pick mummy!

she doesn't noe im gg.. so i tink it's gonna be a supplies~

i hope she doesn't supplies me by missing me and took cab home!

im gonna put this in lancer tmr..

mascot for team layang~

both justus n i got black de..

2nd gen HAHA!

im gg to convince mummy to let me tk down the ugly golden rabbit..

tak match leh..

2011-03-11T12:10:00.002+08:00

ok this post is up cuz im bored..

nth to do.....

slept for an hour before sending mummy and aunt to airport ytd..

problems! cuz sis nv purchase the check-in baggage thingy for them..

wanted to have breakfast w them before gg home..

and dad had to pms.. like always!!

zzz shan't talk abt it..

really got to do smth to his temper lo..

met justus to shop

movie cancelled

met precious for dinner

lepak at myvillage w them and dmon

home..

first time see Precious fan dao chi bu xia dong xi worh!

poor her.. but ok le jiu hao :)

havent had a gd night slp also..

keep waking up and super light sleeper ytd..

trg tonight!! finally!! =)

2011-03-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

depressing prelims are over..

rest of this wk is for me to relax and slack for all i want..

aft which, gotta slowly pick up momentum to prepare for the big one alr..

this time round, forced myself to go for all papers..

really gt scared!!

FR and FM the 2 last papers got cui!!

nth i noe srsly..

how to survive may's lidat? :(

just came back from dinner w jenny jiejie..

she's finally back for gd from doha..

and she say im fat liao..

my god.. the last time she saw me was last yr's cny..

sigh..

but tt's true la..

past 2 wks had been eating and eating..

workout had cut down due to off season..

i tink diet had been the same leh, just tt really exercise very little..

imagine 3days intensive trg became only 1! my GYM!!

so now, gotta increase exercises on my own (DISCIPLINE) and cut down on diet..

doubt can go study nx wed and thurs

ainetball camp and ting invited me to go have fun :) :)

thurs joining xiangxiang at CJ for some netball game :)

march's wkn are all burnt w meetups and bday parties!!

2011-02-28T01:16:00.004+08:00

this time last yr, i'm in taiwan..

getting ready to wash up and slp in the comfy hotel..

this time this yr, i'm here in singapore..

stressing abt prelims..

can i not study anymore :(

this is merely the first yr and i cant tk it anymore..........

really need a getaway..

i miss taiwan :(

one yr passes so quickly...

lots of changes..

gd and bad of cuz..

friends come and go..

but i'm glad, some really gd ones stayed in my life :) :)

and i know they will continue to..

just hoping that no more exits of gd frens alr..

haiya..

time for bed.............

2011-02-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

stayed home on fri..

headache..

nonetheless, still love the stayover.. hahaha!!!

studied abit (i tink?)

llabten at night..

lucky nv rain..

or rather finished raining in kallang..

10mins warm up to indoor stadium.

STEPS!!! = wobbly legs~

5mins shortcut route back to knc..

mans-on defends stuff..

conditioning exercises.... left me w wobbly arms..

supper at old airport..

met bear to study at citylink starbucks..

love joined us shortly..

miss those times when we mugged together :) :)

frogleg porridge + tze char at geylang..

plans to haagen dazs at siglap changed cuz ppl mountain ppl sea ah..

full house..

dropped wind back and off we go to spc to buy those bottle kind..

i got my paddle-pop :D :D

otw to yishun dam, saw ppl flying kites at sengkang..

super cool!! they attached LED lights on it..

stopped to see till my paddle pop melt~~

slacked at dam..

eugene's frens came shortly

den to bridge to nua

home at 2+..

oversnoozed again this morning..

tired ttm..

met bear again at starbucks

spent too long at coming up w study plans..

in e end only copy FR notes and finish FM topic 3..

my god.. i realise there's no more days for me to study FM till the day before..

which is after FR paper

HOLY!!!

punggol marina for steamboat w bear cel eugene justus

den home..

prelims are really driving me crazy..

cnf flunk de leh..

walao..

shall pack bag now..

studying in nyp w xiangxiang n bear......................

tired.....

2011-02-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

last fri

SIM Netball meeting..

team dinner @ sakae sushi icon village

whitebar..

will be taking over presidency next year

hope i will do a gd job..

there's stuff to look into.. shall worry after exams ba...

sat dinner at raffles city + airport (again!) hahah!!

ecp jog on sunday w justus..

just a 40min jog is enuf to kill me..

ended up w aches nx day.. -.-

monday n tues study at nyp w bear..

went over to qi's to write on xiang's card on tues

supplies~~ :D

but too early.. and supplies ended up as shock! LOL..

chatted till wee (not liting) hours..

irodori @ river view hotel for dinner ytd..

nice :D

full die..

walked over to winebar but it's crowded ttm..

so went back to xiang's hse for wine :) hahaha

chatted and slept only at 4..

nua-ed for most of the day

studied awhile and im back..

prelims is nx wk.. exactly 1 wk left

and i still cant get the stuff into my head..

zzz..

not feeling well now, shall see if still gg nyp tmr....

2011-02-17T23:08:00.005+08:00

wah.. so long nv blog..

lost track of time and wad happen liao..

let's see...

alot more visiting to friend's this yr :)

lessons are over, prelims up next

my god.. super not prepared..

totally nth in head now..

fun vday spent w precious.. just go with it is nice :)

never fail to say the same thing whenever i'm w her..

mo qi yao jiang hao ma? LOL..

dinner @ modesto's.. nice but super ex :X

wad else.....

kinect is fun!! :) :)

dmon's bro's hse is nice de lo...

i realise everyone else gt shu fu de sofa

mine zui bu shu fu le!!!

SIM netball meeting tmr..

team dinner..

whitebar..

last time w this team alr................ :( :( :(

went back to llabten last fri after 4 months..

felt gd =)

still able to take it..

though stamina really decrease drastically.. zzz

physical wo jiu die lo...

just a "flower" drill i jiu chuan dao yao si.....

ok this post is in a mess as you can see..

all my si xu messy..

shall update nx time..

jiayou lao ban!! will always be behind you =)

2011-02-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

大年初一！happy cny everyone!! =)

visiting ends before evening today -.-

first time so early..

i know you are not happy and u are pretending to be in front of us....

like wad i said.. this is only the start.. but it's the start of the road to recovery..

the road will be tough.. but you will always have us ard.. to lean on.. to rely on..

to _____ on.. (you can fill in the blanks)

jiayou!! =) (L)

zao gao liao.................. -.-

2011-02-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

friday..

survived thru kwan w only 2 hrs of slp

and endured thru the super cold LT..

walao.. our money all spent dere lo srsly..

so cold for wad..

headache and slept after lesson..

cabbed back tgt w ting and xiang..

rested..

green hornet

sat morning met precious for haircut..

cheap cheap and nice =) =)

lunch at nex

tangs to shop

dinner icecream

it's a great great world..

spent my sunday bai bai-ing

got my clothes..

really damn sui bian this yr..

zzzz no mood to shop..

shop again w ting at night..

went down to NV w xiang for coaching..

did woosh w them..

AI WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH~~~~~~~~~~~

really super familiar..

i miss ai netball....................

reported hougang home..

suntec for nyp netballers gathering/farewell dinner for su and shimin..

met precious to go home and went over her place to talk awhile..

aiyo.. first time see her so fan lo!!! lol..

but gt funny.. hahaah..

physio and simon w ting and xiang..

dk what else after tt...

time to slp soon..

2011-01-28T02:40:00.003+08:00

wednesday:

umpiring at ccab

dmon fren studio to shop

old airport for dinner

home..

overslept this morning

late for pbf

mind totally blocked..

game w NUS..

3rd/4th placing game!!

OMG WE WON!!

WE WON WE WON WE WON WE WON!

48-46..

i cant believe we did it..

first time i played all 4 quarters..

3quarters of C and 1WA

i wanted to give up by half time..

cuz stamina is stretched to the max alr and i dun wan to pull the team down..

but in e end i still held on..

sooooooo damn happy when i hear the final whistle!!!

tink i was too happy.. i cudn't breathe -.-

the feeling is damn scary.. big mouths of breath but i still cant feel anything..

walked out for some fresh air..

den i broke down..

haiyo.. cry like a GAL!!

just cant believe that we won.. really..

and i almost cost the team the game..

w my gambling skills..

tonight, wo huo chu qu le..

i want this win badly.. super badly..

i've never won anything from a major competition before..

a dream that i had since AI NETBALL times -------------- top 4..

tonight.. wo zuo dao le..

im glad that i took this chance and proved myself to jiaolian and din let her regret her choice for putting me in..

also, this win is for ting..

now i just hope she will hurry get well soon!

toh dee shan huimin ahmei were down..

love, eugene and justus were down too..

thank you all!!! =) =)

season has come to an end..

i'm glad we end off well =)

and that i contributed to tonight's win..

everyone did.. in one way or another..

lots of emotions going thru tonight..

that happiness when final whistle is blown..

those tears of joy...

that disappointment when i saw e reactions of parents..

that suan suan feeling when i saw jiaolian's msg..

tt dk-what feeling when gege refused to let me send her back..

in future, i tink i will just keep my mouth shut and contain all my happiness in me

if there is any..

the reactions i got is really.......... idk hw to describe..

my mind is still in a mess..

and i cant slp.. though physically tired..

i gotta be up by 545 ltr..

how?

2011-01-26T02:53:00.002+08:00

game w NP on thurs

won 51-33..

started the game as C

2 quarts of it..

cant really rmb the game

but we were only leading by 3 by half time..

got scary..

starting 2nd line-up is not an ideal choice...

this win ensured us a place in semis..

worked thru the night for hamper

slept for 1.5hrs..

sch..

queensway for lunch and club tee..

back to sch to nap..

ulu for trg..

daisytan + chinatown on sat..

ahmad on sun

pbf + fr on monday

totally impaired..

airport for supper

home..

impairment sustained till this morning..

blindly copying from audit class..

fm like a boring..

drove down to rp..

semis w NTU

we lost.. 26-40

went in as C in the last quarter..

i stepped into the court..

of cuz there's nervousness..

but today.. i felt smth more..

determination..

top 4 used to be what we wished for back when we're still in AI..

That was our dream.. for 4 years.. we are unable to fulfil tt dream..

poly netball wasnt very happy for me.. unable to clear first round of ivp...

SIM netball

a place where i got to know a bunch of very nice and gd frens..

a place where i m able to be closer to my dream..

ivp top 4.. we are in it alr..

after tonight's lost..

it's the determining game on thurs..

for the first time in my life..

i had never gotten so far in a netball competition..

idk why but i'm glad im part of this team..

for the first time in my life..

i prolly had never wanted a win so much..

idk why but i just want to win..

for the first time in my life..

i felt that i had never put in so much effort in a game before..

this is bad, i noe..

looking @ ting's injury before i went in..

i'm super worried..

din see her fall but stil.... worried..

i noe hw much she wants to win and hw much she wants to play..

and hw much this game means to her..

got this natural feeling.. to do well n play well for her..

of cuz for myself and the team..

sent her to hospital

925 for supper..

back to hosp to see her.

sent them back..

i fought hard..

really..

results love to show otherwise..

gotta be ready for game on thurs vs NUS

playing well is a must!!

i'm tired.. shall continue again..

night world =)

2011-01-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

game w nyp: 61-28

this win guaranteed us a place in the semi finals..

heavy head

block nose

undone assignment

unfinished hamper

kill me pls...

im lazy to blog anymore..

ciaos~

2011-01-18T02:00:00.002+08:00

shall have a short post before i hit the bed..

weather had been super cold these few days..

fri had xlb buffet

sat caught hello stranger.. quite nice =)

but wad an ending srsly..

i hope there's 2nd part hahaha..

sun is ahmad day..

morn went to fm for the sake of the impt part..

in e end he no go thru.. WALAO!!

skipped pbf..

decided to go llabten trg..

in e end is friendly w smu

feels gd to play w them again..

but.... is it playing style diff liao?

i actually felt lost when defending...

time to slp liao..

gotta be up by 6..

out by 7

sch..

game w NYP

go Team SIM :) :)

2011-01-13T02:11:00.001+08:00

and omg..

there's FM class for me to crash on sun..

for nx tues..

shit..

should i go?

but... it's at freaking 830!!

WO DE TIAN!!!

:( :( :(

i have to pray tt dad doesn't need the car..

if not..

sure grumpy ttm!!!

2011-01-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

sch on tues is super tiring..

din nap during break..

as usual, dozed in FM -.-

made my way down to ulu by bus! (prolly the 3rd or 4th time)

recrea trg

met justus for a short meal

love n eugene joined us awhile..

home

tried to attempt hamper today

din get anywhr.. and i mean anywhr..

damn sian..

i'm left w tmr.. die also must write smth..

wrong jiu wrong -.-

game w smu..

won =) 45-33

one leg into semis..

shudn't be any prob =)

10mins of C in 3rd quart

srsly wasn't warmed up enuf..

performance cui...

somemore strained my quads i tink..

must recover on fri..

feel tired.. althoughs nv do anything much.. walao..

throat is killing me..

must slp soon..

dry hair now..

zzzzz

2011-01-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

opening game w tp..

we lost..

everyone seems to be off form tonight..

but nehmind.. we shall jiayou for the rest of the game :) :)

expectation of playing of cuz is gt de..

actually prepared myself to tk the court..

of cuz, put my team in the first place.. want the best for them =) =)

but i dun feel gd now..

after reasoning out w myself abt being benched tonight..

i was ok alr..

but... after that, i hv to noe ur reason for it..

maybe tts the truth but.. idk if i can believe ur words..

i cant accept it la.. maybe at least for now..

i gt so insignificant dao zhe yang ma?

and u are the one who asked me to tk time.. haha!!

must not let it affect me so much..

like wad ge ge say.. one way ticket (one ear in , one ear out)

time to slp soon..

but xin li zhen bu shu fu...........

2011-01-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

first post of the year..

it's the 2nd wk of jan alr..

let's see..

countdown at home as usual :)

1st day of the year: went to e2 chalet :)

glad i went.. some catching up and pics :) :)

sunday, swimming over at justus w eugene cel and niece..

busy 'taking care' of tt xiaohuaidan..

wedding dinner at mariott hotel.

first wedding tt i went to w so many videos to watch..

just cuz they had a package thing.. i tink.. lOL

tired white wine for the first time.. so much nicer den red wine...

mon friendly w sp again..

tues is a bad day.. tired ttm..

din go recrea trg in e end..

late dinner over at holland v and found this atas chillout place.. 2am dessert bar i tink..

supposedly paying exam fees on wed..

in e end me and sam forgt to bring the docs -.-

end up having yakun at far east..

walk over to the cathay to shop and finally found PUCCHO =)

den off to kallang macs to study..

friendly w AC wasn't successful cuz of rain..

did an hour of PT..

thurs repeat of tues lesson..

precious is nice to come sch =)

sent her back.. off to causeway to meet coach w ting to get jersey..

come back kena scolding.. srsly it's not my fault..

-.- shall not talk more abt it..

fri drove to bring all the stuff for the girls..

totally not concentrating for FR..

keep dozing..

damn lucky that ah kwan nv see

phew...

queensway for club tee..

curry jiken and laksa..

ikea for ice cream..

sch to get car,

ulu for trg..

sat morning met xiangxiang to pay exam fees at relc..

lucky she signed a cheque for me..

the crowd is scary...

brunch at dong hai..

novena to get med

bishan for koi

study over at her place..

punngol marina w LOVES..

first time having 2grp of friends knowing each other..

ok maybe is 1grp + 1 fren

glad it didn't turn out bad :) :)

yishun bridge to chillout and chit chat..

really love hanging out w them..

everytime after meetup.. i'll always miss poly days..

ivp starts tmr.. no.. technically today..

din have the nervous feeling like last yr..

but i'm egg-cited!!

tmr's crucial game..

clear it and we will have a easier time :)

jiayou girls.. :) :)

I LOVE MY TEAM =) =)

time for bed..

night world =)

2010-12-31T17:43:00.002+08:00

its the last day of 2010..

this yr seem to pass super fast..

looking back... nyp for the first half of the year..

graduated..

got into SIM..

got to know more ppl..

since then, it's netball all the way till now..

probably a little fitter, but still not gd..

i'm super lazy to blog..

and i have to spend the last day of 2010 studying..

which i haven even started.. dead :X

shall blog tonight if i got the mood...

2010-12-27T01:13:00.002+08:00

lunch w amily cancelled.. :(

we always end up ps-ing each other hahaha!!

late lunch at marina sq kenny rogers,

walked ard.. for the first time i finished walking marina sq! hahaha..

over to raffles city since there's time before meeting..

what a boring place really.. only cn go there eat.. ahahah..

overall gt enjoy dao..

thai express + cedele w e girls den home..

really super enjoy talking to mari..

she's like a positive jab to me..

super encouraging as well :)

shudnt get too hopeful at this moment..

shun qi zi ran ba.. =)

idk since when my self confidence is so low..

is it like since last time?

dk what got into me..

if i have the chance to play ltr..

i must play well.. no more du bo liao..

choice of passes is really sucky..

and ONG PEI SHI! STOP HESITATING!

kan le jiu diu!!

i need to slp like soon

but i'm not tired yet..

damn..

6+ hr of slp...

2010-12-25T19:02:00.002+08:00

last sun's fr went smoothly..

was more awake den any other fridays.. LOL..

impromptu lunch w ting and gege came to join us! =)

1wk pass so fast!

most of the days were spent having trg..

tues frenly w revive only 2 quarts cuz of the rain..

awesome wednesday :)

thurs trg at kallang.. nearly died in the sun during warm up..

though the sun is not shining very brightly but still, can feel the difference..

hahah..

team dinner @ waraku =)

white bar next..

really crazy night..

drinking really mk 1 feel more emotional....

fri slept till late..

nua-ed + grocery shopping w parents + dinner

hitched a ride from justus..

over to eugene's place..

prawning @ pasir ris

swensens @ airport

home :)

had been spending my last 2 xmas eve w love

jin nian ye bu li wai..

hahaha..

thank you for not forgetting me.. =) =) =)

today slept till late also..

lunched

sort notes

watch tv..

plans to study failed again..

oh man.. :(

boxing day agenda:

breakfast w family?

lunch w amilytoh..

calling unit meeting 6pm @ raffles..

dinner time~

MERRY XMAS :D

2010-12-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

another wk pass again..

mon dym came visiting and skipped 2nd half of pbf..

want my life..

tues trg jiaolian exploded again..

lucky she cooled down quite fast..

wed.. 925 jiken lice w xx n qi..

causeway for some books and met coach for jersey..

friendly w rp and we won :) :)

thurs, did pbf test and zhao..

amk ichiban w qi and weilin.. hahah!!

fri lesson.. slept in the afternoon.. super tired..

friendly w ONE in the night..

ti bu qi jing 'er

played WA and C

wah.. gt tired..

must learn hw to cover the space well..

i tink i damn lost on court..

which is true la.. mentally i'm lost..

jiayou jiayou ong pei shi!

few more wks to go..

high chance of top 4 this yr..

flow of the team is really smooth and nice =)

defence is even better.. the area.. WOAH!!

bai bai in the morning..

lunched

picked qi collect shoes

nex for lunch

back to her area to study at the senior citizen's corner..

bakers world nx =)

its 2 wks break now..

but it's flooded w trgs and revision..

must squeeze time out for books alr..

oh man.. Xmas hamper is here :( :(

and i'm seeing ah kwan tmr..

early in the morning at 830 and on a SUNDAY :( :(

KILL ME!!!!!

2010-12-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

many times, i want to blog but phone doesnt allow me to! hahha..

and i forgt what went on during the week..

friday frenly w NUS

went in as C at 3rd quart..

10mins only want my life alr..

tired dao cmi!! zzz

den nx 3 quarts i played WD..

damn blur abt it..

area not covered by me and xiangxiang had to be more xinku to cover it for me..

tsk..

im abit clearer abt what i shud do..

but still very much on player and not area..

d-mon is very nice to dabao for us and we end up having picnic on the court

ahha..

HTHT w ltjj again..

home and slept..

over slept on sat

picked precious and off we go to kallang for umpiring

105 zhen de hao nan zhuan ah!!

the sun is crazy after lunch!!

left me w headache until now..

showered, klp for liangteh n yoguru..

off to marina sq for hotpot culture..

stomach damn bu shu fu.. not eat too full though..

head is still throbbing pain..

even ears also.. why lidat sia..

zzzz..

i tink need to do pbf tutorial.. but i'm so lazy.. zzz..

2010-12-05T00:23:00.003+08:00

thurs was spent at home..

only studied a few hours..

lol..

fri:

lesson as usual..

lunch at NP

back in sch.. tried studying..

suddenly super big wind..

all our notes fly..

sweets fly

that is hw big the wind is..

rain came flying in..

moved to student lounge and nv study lo

hahaha..

extremes girls came to join us for trg..

love hw area defence work

from outside u can see e formation..

everyone is covering the area and interceptions can happen..

i hate it how i cant do the same

time is running out..

i have to learn it fast..

confidence is the key..

POSITIVE!!!!!!!

lunched at j8 dtf..

koi

sinseh for precious

sent her to church

home

napped.

tt prolly sums up my day..

hahah..

no need to slp lo..

2010-12-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog ytd since i drove and got nth to do till lesson

but blogger failed to let me type things in this rectangular box!!

pbf den PS to meet xiang xiang..

dinner at suki yaki..

still rmb my bday 2 years back..

hahah!!

art really sucks man.. damn lousy lah..

i'm totally not artistic or creative i swear..

tues lesson + trg..

mini PT due to the rain..

left us w tired muscles and aching!

slept damn early like 1.10?! hahha

break my own record liao..

prolly it's the earliest for me since sch starts..

woke,

bei niam-ed

out

lunched at amk w xx

sch

failed to study..

slp

trg

supper

home :)

damn lazy to write in details haha..

anyway nth to elaborate abt too..

luckily trg wasn't too tiring today.. phew..

shoes really cmi alr..

cant push off..

i tink i need to work on my calves.. left esp.. damn weak lah..

time to slp..

nighty =)

2010-11-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

i tink i had been saying this in every post..

but time is really passing too fast..

finally survived thru this bz wk =)

nx wk is a better wk :)

monday after lesson went down to kallang for trg..

yvonne is damn nice to come down to sch n fetch us though she skipped sch!!

told jiaolian the wrong timing :x

din do much.. physical at the end of trg..

zzz i hate suicide w timings lah!!!

KLP for supper.

ice horlicks and ribena ice blended is damn nice!!! =) =)

tues din train much..

PT in front.. den it suddenly poured!!!

scary.. without any warning..

syaza still tot it was honey mustard

hahahah!!

lucky we gt 3 cars tt day.. like road trip..

went to klp for macs and ISLAND CREAMERY :D :D :D

wed met xiangxiang for DONG HAI :D

yummy dim sum..

present shopping den met ting..

far east chicken rice for dinner

super impromptu decision to go white bar..

met gege..

white bar is a nice place :) :)

zombified on thurs n fri..

died in FR test on fri..

lets see hw many marks i can get :(

trg at kallang on fri..

din do much due to the rain..

hm..

sat, woke up late..

picked cel, PS for HP :D

it's damn nice..

i wun mind watching again.. who needs company? hahaha!!

went over to bugis for fat korkor 883 competition..

missed his performance.. awaiting the video to be up in FB..

ahhaha..

korkor treated v8.. nice n nt too ex place to eat :)

dropped them back and picked the others..

over to shan's 21st :)

dropped the gals outside, got cake and went over to surprise precious :)

failed totally.. she spotted my car :(

lol..

slept till 1+ today :)

super shiok..

will nv get sick of slping long..

nua-ed till now..

gg out soon lo..

bai bai dinner..

ciaos~

2010-11-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

damn tired on tues..

skipped FM again..

damn..

trg was held in sch due to the long rain..

did steps, abs exercise, a little of gym stuff..

supper at rong guang..

lost track of time alr..

forgt wad was i doing on the rest of the days.....

oh.. spent my wed at home..

thurs lesson den home..

fri lesson nua-ed in sch, sent e gals to ulu

picked ltjj, dropped d-mon and went for agm..

this yr was a really short n quick one..

bliss after tt w liting, dee, mari, yenhui, yen wei..

sat:

spent my sat out w ting and xiang xiang..

hahaha!!

slept earlier last nite..

today was spent home only went out to send mumy out to baibai n grocery shopping

yawns.. had sufficient slp but still tired..

wth

got $20 muji vouchers from agm hahaha!!

hm.. looking at the agm pics..

so sad to see from the grp pic, the grp is getting smaller and smaller..

time is not enuf...

nx wk is a packed wk..

fm n fr tests squeezed in this wk.. no gd..

mon: sch + trg

tues: long sch day + trg

thurs: long sch day + trg w fm test

fri: sch + fr test + sports night

sat: HP w loves + fat korkor comp + shan party

my god..

how to find time to study for fm and fr?

sure flunk.. zzzzzzzzzzz

fail fr and be prepared to be shoot by him liao.. zzzzz..

2010-11-16T07:19:00.002+08:00

blogging from SIM HQ

as usual, drove to sch..

but due to the carpark payment system, all the cars parked at the slope..

lucky to find 1..

shocked to see that it's almost full!!

SIM damn money face..

just done w eating ai xin mian bao from mummy..

time to do work..

let's see how many hours of slp last night..

napped from 2+ to 3+

slept at 430 again

woke at 6 today..

rushed, flew, chiong..

635 left hse and reached sch at 7 sharp

damn scared to park on slope

but i guess should be ok..

i just slot in from behind..

time for some work now~~~~

2010-11-16T01:28:00.002+08:00

metup w awesomez finally!!

on sat night..

supper at prata house..

waited damn long!! and the oil is free one..

prata swimming in it..

yucks!!

went back to amily's to drop her sis kambing soup

decided to go prawning at bishan..

luck wasn't too bad, zhan li pin still in my fridge i tink..

slept at ard 4am and woke up at frigging 2pm!

mummy's out for some CC events and daddy din bother to wake me up..

shiok~

dinner at god father's tze char to celebrate mummy's bday..

came home and duno started on assignment at what time..

slept at 430 woke up at 845 sch for pbf...

frenly at kallang..

everyone looks so lethargic or maybe i am..

legs felt elephant-heavy...

sat out for 3 quarts, totally not prepared to go on court at all..

not warm-ed up..

nearly have kallang episode..

really dun uds why misuds-ing can become lidat..

hmm..

from outside, i saw the area defence.. is how nice and beautiful...

but, when i'm changed in, just cant do the same..

........................

have to go finish audit liao.. no time alr.. if nt tmr danger driving..

Happy birthday mummy =)

2010-11-13T17:36:00.003+08:00

life had been so mundane that i cant rmb what happened in my life..

dk if i mentioned but mine is like sch, netball, sch, netball..

like.. what's new rite? hahahaah..

jiaolian's been super nice this wk..

trg's had been quite enjoyable without her blowing her top and scolding..

just that i hate sprints / suicides w timing.. I HATE IT!!

2 days of handball ended w me becoming a MALAY

literally..

idk why i became so black..

can fight w sec sch days seriously..

spammed redbull + 100plus on wed..

holland v for lunch, everyone half dead,

went back ulu to slp b4 trg..

attacked by honey mustard AGAIN!

yucks!!!

all of us super high during trg due to the 100bull/redplus..

thurs early FR

handball..

lost the game and we nua-ed after tt..

frisbee, bball! =)

queensway for laksa/curry chicken..

ikea nx for chicken wings!!

super sinful!! haha

acc ting to wait till 8 and get e chair n cab home

while waiting was monopoly deal-ing :D :D

oh and not forgetting the ICE CREAM! SUPER NICE :D

didn't study much for FR and lucky fri din test..

but i guess the test will be super hard lah..

james kwan really scare me.. damn intimidating..

FR on fri again..

didn't study at all after tt..

damn tired..

phone refuse to let me attach docs to email.. angry much

was doing it for 2hr+

great patience i have..

trg at night..

played WD for e 2nd time in my life..

had an interception but landed out of court. stupid hahahah..

it's really damn weird nt having to attack..

not involved in jiaolian's coaching..

i have to think it this way:

it's gd in a way also..

my defence sucks and i have to improve on it so as to defend better when playing C

can learn area also.. but i still very blur abt it..

decision making again!

suppered at upper thomson and home..

went to coach's wedding lunch just nw..

finally caught up w some of e gals just nw..

her wedding album really look damn nice and pretty!! :) :) :)

da yi ma is here..

i'm super tired..

bye..

2010-11-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

mon was sch as usual..

stayed in sch to do assignment

xiangxiang n small korkor came down too..

den they dropped me off at j8 for meeting..

nth serious this time round..

just some updating..

i tink there's no solution to the problem..

just have to mk do w what/who we have now..

but 10 is a difficult no. to get at this period of time w uni ppl off for exams and preparation of ivp..

zou yi bu suan yi bu bah..

came home, continued w assignment..

packed stuff, toss and turned till 3+

cannot slp.. mentally damn awake lah

it's like u have to slp but u just cant slp..

so 3hrs of slp, drove to sch, brought lappy for assignment,

audit class,

lunch at np w xiangxiang,

nua-ed + assignment again..

trg at ulu..

trg is really nt tiring..

but legs are damn heavy today lah..

pant like mad for 1.2

was emitting smoke when i'm standing still due to the cool weather..

handball tmr..

playing in the sun..

xue te..

trg at nite

sure die..

wed is PT day.. oh man..

i hope FR SUPPLIES~ test is not on thurs :(

no time to study for it!!!

now fatigue is kicking in..

and i haven finish the assignment..

wo hit bu dao word limit!!!!!! :(

2010-11-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

sentosa was fun! esp there's no scorching sun :) :) :)

swam w the kids first b4 gg out to the beach to find qi and sasa n e lead camp ppl..

lunched and went back to chalet to bathe

den back to yishun for dinner den home..

super tired.. i swear i almost doze off while driving

shit..

friday:

kway chap @ couz's stall..

home.. opened pbf, flipped n felt damn tired..

failed to snatch the sofa from mummy.. in e end slept on the floor hahaha!!

althoughs is uncomfortable but very cooling!!

picked famerry for trg at knc..

first part was PT.

omg..

really gave me jelly legs..

on top of the aches from wed's trg and thurs' sentosa..

shi tong dao~ ~ ~ ~ ~

after tt was court work and end of w lunges again...

want me and qi's life srsly..

bathed and suppered at 126 over at geylang..

nice dimsum..

went over to bliss w famerry for gege and didi wants to drink..

sent them back and home..

3 hrs of slp before waking up for pbf supp tut class

sent mummy for her walk and picked xiangxiang

macs drive thru at kap.. mcgriddles is yummy :D

lesson was boring.. listening thru out..

zzzzzzz..

went to upper serangoon to buy e nice cakes that xiang xiang mentioned..

really not bad.. =)

dabao-ed from hougang mall back to her place to nua

watched 2002. quite a funny show..

picked wind to meet the rest for XLB (AGAIN!) hahaha..

i tink today's the first time everyone is present!!

zhen kai xin~

island creamery nx cuz everything w fries is crowded and it's drizzling..

decided to go over to klp but cp is full like dk what

prolly due to sammi's concert..

go all the way to downtown east under the heavy rain..

played arcade, yada yada

sent wind back, got cake from xiang xiang and i'm finally back..

i'm gg to slp..

3 hrs of slp + whole day out = whole body aching!!

have to finish FR assignment by tmr :(

2010-11-04T02:08:00.003+08:00

super nice weather on mon..

plans to go jog failed w me napping off till evening..

feel damn lethargic (as always) after 3pm class..

nx time i will refrain frm choosing 12-3 class

and arrange my lessons on trg days hahahah..

tues lesson in e morning..

den it's a 1 day eating trip in the west w xiangxiang n qi..

picked me up and lunch over at ikea

salmon is nice :) :)

queensway to check out asics (my shoes cmi alr.. just 2mths of trg at SIM!)

got our jersey.. NICE :D :D love it!

ben&jerry's at dempsey nx..

nua-ed and quick meal at bt timah hk cafe

trg was fine..

supper-ed at prata hse..

today:

met xiangxiang to go lunch w qi..

burger shack!!

first time eating and it's nice!! =)

din eat e chicken wings cuz too full.. shall try nx time :) :)

back to sch for some studying.. failed to complete ONE qn of pbf tut..

fail srsly..

damn tired recently.. dk why..

it's normal for me to nt hv enuf slp leh...

trg ended w 3 suicides w timings..

1st: back in 28s, 2nd 27s(most failed) 3rd 30s..

den did lunges..

gave me jelly legs..

i'm feeling the ache nw..

arms are like sore..

it's sentosa tmr~

couz booked chalet~ nice :D

shall go find directions den slp liao!!!

ciaos~

2010-11-01T01:43:00.003+08:00

woke up at 530

washed up, picked sanjie and gege..

off to knc for pwc..

though the gals didn't do well today..

but really can see their improvement..

like what gege said, from duno hw to catch ball and anyhow run.. to now, can see proper downline..

it's really very gd alr =) =)

totally burnt and red after exposing to sun for ard 5 hours?

bathed and lunched at crystal jade j8..

yada yada..

koi-ed =) =) =)

went over to xiang xiang's cuz she has no one to dinner w den we decided to pei her for dinner before coming home..

plans to study pbf FAILED totally..

watched wu hua guo until me doze off and gege fell aslp..

went over to bliss ard 815...

nice environment there...

ate, chatted and witnessed a proposal..

wow!!!

gege n didi decided to drink n got chang beer..

lol.. nua-ed den send them back before home sweet home..

it's raining outside now..

i need to hit the sack soon.....

sups tired and pbf tmr :( :( :(

gooda bye...

2010-10-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

supper w awesomez was cancelled once again.. by me..

mummy wasnt too happy abt it.. had no choice but to cancel it..

so sry gals :(

what am i doing these few days?

assignments are still untouched..

so dead..

nx wk is packed..

sch on mon, have to start on assignment on mon alr..

tues morning class, night trg..

wed night trg at ulu

fri night trg at kallang..

sat morning pbf supp tutorial + xlb buffet (again) w LOVES..

that reminds me. i have to complete the set of qn for pbf tut..

shit.......................

drove to sch ytd..

lesson..

nua-ed

yongtaofoo at nyp w xiang2

came back, nua-ed..

wanted to do pbf qn but end up reading my notes

super noisy.. ppl playing monopoly deal beside us.

plugged in mp3 but none got in..

din nap, trg at ulu..

ytd trg wasn't tired at all lo..

but mentally i'm tired.. cudn't bring myself to perform better..

5mins score 7.. cudn't achieve, sprints 1/3 dist 5 times to n fro within 12s ( i cannot achieve.. zz)

3mins score 5.. cudn't achieve again.. same thing sprints..

i cmi........

things to note: CUT AND OFFER!! have to stop pulling.. you bu shi hen gao.. hah..

sent qi back, supper at chomps..

dabao-ed and sweet shopping for ting..

delivered.. chatted.. home..

broke my own record of staying awake for 23hrs.. hahahhah

liting, i wun break ur xia su lin record and pls dun strive to break ur own record ok! HAHAHAHA

surprised that mummy let me slp in till ard 1 today..

laksa for lunch.. yums~

i shud go bathe and go over np to get the guards..

ciaos~

2010-10-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

wah 1 wk no blog lo.........................

cant rmb in detail what happen each day..

my life basically revolves ard sch and netball..

metup w xiangxiang for a consecutive of maybe 10 days?

xia su lin ah!!

sat's dinner spilled over to sunday early morning..

mon night went to watch polite at TP

srsly miss playing on court..

not tt im nt doing so now lah..

and not that i'm nt happy playing now..

but i really feel that i can be so much better..

tues trg.. superstars came..

can say trg went well.. team felt like it's been brought to another level..

not tt big difference but u can see tt team is putting in effort and stuff..

though still gt funny stuff to laugh hahahahah

damn annoyed at how i cant go out for centre pass..

what's the use of a wing attack when u cant even get centre pass? lol..

why is it tt ppl can get almost every centre pass leh?

cant even get in sch, what's gonna happen if meet stronger players?

and i must stop killing ppl w my xia su lin flat passes.. waist really can break..

and stop being a gambler...

fitness is really still a shit..

really need to buck up..

dun wna to pull team down when playing C............

things to improve/do/rmb:

- improve fitness by gg for more runs on my own?

- e way i position after catching a pass..

- high pass w drop point and not too slow..

- dun gamble!

stuff / activities coming up:

- enquire abt guard at np & supper w awesomez ltr..

- sch + trg on fri

- get guard if there are stock

- pwc carnival on sunday

handball games are postponed to 1 wk ltr..

oh man.. all the assignments due date and test is on tt wk if i'm nt wrong..

faints.........

surprisingly i'm not tired tonight..

slping for 8hrs is like a luxury gd for me... hahaha..

time to do some work tmr...i mean later..

2010-10-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

back again..

it's now wednesday alr..

time is really frying :(

mon had sch as usual..

had been gg popular every monday since sch starts!

spent bombs dere

hahaahah...

today as usual, sch...

trg was at kallang instead of ulu cuz no courts

we're lucky to be able to find courts over at kallang..

spared us from the FLIGHTS of stairs at indoor stadium..

there's only like 6 of us.. gt pathetic..

most tiring part is the 3 rounds outside knc..

its nt tt long leh.. but just damn tired..

did defending stuff today.. gt learn smth..

wah gotta think alot on court sia..

defending is such a tiring thing..

supper-ed w jiaolian, xiangxiang, li qi and san jie at old airport..

favourite stall close :(

settled w bu hao chi de hokkien mee..

cabbed back (again) w sanjie..

saw this damn funny 'notice' in e cab..

mk me outburst only..

sanjie still very zhen ding and attracted my attention to it..

check out fb for the pic :D :D

meeting gege and didi for some studying session tmr at nyp..

at night frenly w nyp..

gotta finish alot of stuff man.. sigh :(

audit homework..

FM assignment and homework..

faints..

initial plan was to do FR.. but.. cmi lah..

ok i shall go pack bag

2010-10-16T14:45:00.003+08:00

another wk has passed again..

time is flying way too fast liao..

tues sch + trg

wed irodori buffet w famerry + alumni frenly w nyp

super yummy buffet, did took lots of crazy photos srsly.. hahaha

totally died for frenly.. 3 15mins 2 10mins i tink..

siao....

thurs sch den home

fri sch + frenly w np

won but everyone's zhuang tai is not gd..

performance had been way too bad since very long ago..

i can do so much better.. time to buck up =)

im really tired of saying the same old stuff everywk everytime you nag

u noe my schedules and all..

coming back late doesn't mean i'm bad..

pls change ur thinking..

i duno what to say.. everything i say, u are not receptive abt it..

but i'm really tired..

if i start staying home as much as sister, u shud probably start worrying..

nagging abt me taking cab back..

would u rather i walk back or stay out the whole night?